hello blossom...........l have only a few hours left before l will be offline..........l have had some hours to think about you and your behaviour and l have come to a decision.........a decision l have taken upon myself to make without discussing with the other Owners....because frankly.........the decision is not only been made for you.......but for them as well..........
blossom it is time for me to tell you a few things that need to be told........and it really is only for your own health and well being...........when l first met you all that long ago.....it did not take me long to realise that you were suffering from what wrm bravely told you tonight that you are suffering from a form of depression.........depression does not mean you are crazy........far from it actually....depression happens to the very best of people.........one of the things that has happened to you......and perhaps if l explain it like this......the little factory in your brain that makes your endorphins......these are what are known as happy hormones.....these little things make us happy........your little factory has gone on strike.....and these endorphins are not being produced..........this can happen for a variety of reasons......these reasons can have happened long ago....or perhaps in the present but normally it happens over a great period of time..........if l were to surmise l would say this has been going on without you realising it for a long time.......and it has made you terribly unhappy.......and even you said you dont know why.........l want to help you blossom but l have to tell you the truth.......you have a strong nature blossom......but even the strongest of us fall.........and usually the strongest fall the hardest........because they are unable to accept that they can be open to being infallable and vulunerable.....that happens to other people not strong people........but l am afraid it does happen to strong people blossom........it is obvious that at some stage of your life you have gone through a very traumatic experience.....possibly even more than one......and you have tried to cope with this yourself..........but not having the knowledge like many people......all you have done is make other symptons appear...........eating when you are unhappy..........mood swings that are becoming more and more frequent............your sleep patterns would be completely out of routine.......and with that brings poor concentration.......lack of motivation to do anything whether it be around your house..looking after yourself.......everything you would do is only because you have too..........which would then bring on another symptom where your self esteem and confidence would fall even lower........and that is why you become defensive....because you know there is a problem........but at the same time you dont feel you have any problems everyone else has..........this depression has got to a stage through not getting attention to it has now caused you to speak of death.......blossom....l cant stress to you enough that you MUST go and see your Doctor......it is imperitive.........you must sit down with your Doctor and be completely honest with them......do not be embarrassed.....you are not the only person who has this.......this is now one of the biggest problems in people world wide.............you must understand..........this is not going to go away.......it is going to get worse.......much worse........if you dont care about yourself....at least care about your family...........you could get to a stage where you could harm yourself or even others..........this condition is completely managable....and eventually can be completely fixed..........but it can only be done if YOU go to your Doctor and tell him all the things you know what is wrong with you........the Doctor would have heard it all before.....and if you begin to cry when you are telling them.......its ok.....it is part of the condition..........90% of your behaviour is due to the depression you have..........if you do as l advise......and allow the Doctor to treat you.........you will be so surprised in the change in your.........remember the factory........it is not working..........your seritonum is low and this is what is making you depressed.......now that l have explained just the tip of the iceberg to you blossom....it is now up to you whether you do anything about it...............so l am going to give you some time to think about it......and hopefully do something about it............
l will be going offline in a few hours.........well when l eventually get to bed that is.........and l am not quite sure when l will be back.........it could be 3 days......5 days......7 days....l dont know because it depends on how long this takes.............
so the following are requests to Master Antony.......Amadena.....Colleen........Master Shandor......dovewing...........wrmhrtcldtoes.......
kiylakitty.........under no circumstances is blossom allowed to enter the chatroom..........she may not enter the chatroom untill the 1st of June 2007 Australian Time..........if she does come in she is to be requested to leave.......if she refuses after being told once then she is to be booted for 24 hours..........if she returns again.........she is to be asked once again to leave if she does not comply she is to be booted for 24 hours........if she comes in anytime after the second time there is no asking......she is just to be booted for 24 hours.............Master Antony is away so l do not have access to the bots......but if she does break the rules above.....and if Master Antony returns before me.....if he could ban blosson and then unban her on 1st of June Australian time 2007........
blossom these consequences are happening for your own well being...also the fact that you simply cannot do as you are asked............you whispered wrmhrtcldtoes.......with the comment
"get your BUTT back in here"
that comment is simply unacceptable......you may find speaking to people acceptable but from where l am from it is rather ordinary..........you forget your place blossom........you are not part of any Host team........you are not one of the Owners of Newbies Group or chatroom.........you are a member which makes you part of the family...it does not give you the right to question or have any Owner justify their business and what they do to you...........you are blaming everyone else for your depression.........go to your Doctor and begin the road to recovery....like millions and millions of others around the world have
l am afraid l have no more time to spend with you blossom as l have a number of things l must do before l go offline.........
but there is one thing l want to remind you of.....something you have selfishly chosen to forgotten.......there are a number of the Owners who are ill at the moment......dove-wing....wrmhrtcldtoes.....Amadena.....Master Shandor......and of course there is myself.........as far as l go.....l always try to mentally prepare myself to deal with you.....but it still is unhealthy for me.........however.......l am not going to allow you to put further stress upon these people whilst l am not here......in fact.....even when l return this is not going to happen.......that is another reason why you may not return to the chatroom untill the 1st of June 2007.....these people need to concentrate on their health.....YOU need to do something about yours.....and l need some time blossom.........
You may NOT write abusive letters to anyone from Newbies if you do...l will make the time even longer......each letter or whisper will cost one week longer........so the choice is yours
Peace and Blessings
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