How do you know your submissive?
In my heart i desire to be a slave, it's there, i feel it. i want it but i don't know how to get there or even if i should.
The more i've been in chat the more i doubt i am or can be a submissive or a slave, not like i see others online. i've gotten so turned off by the antics online.
i have trust issues and as much as i desire and crave being a slave, i'm not sure i can get my trust level there. Does it get easier? How do i get it there?
Am i lazy if i don't work for it (the desire to totally submit)? Is it okay to just like the sexual side?
i am so confused?