i have poly cystic ovarian syndrome, which meant i lost five babies but with Gods love had two healthy boys... now 17 and 20. i love them both so much that it rips me apart when they are hurt. Unfortunately the one who hurt them the most is there father... they were 12 and 9, the eldest had a total mental breakdown..... the rejection those boys suffered for 5 yrs was appalling.
my heart breaks right now for my youngest as he is only just expressing that hurt through starving himself - he was diagnosed as anorexic two weeks ago.... although he tells me i am not to blame i feel i have failed him. i have to strong for him as only a mother can but when i am alone a cry as if the world is ending.
i am hoping that my love and with the help of the Doctors my boy will mend.
please pray for him
moonie
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