Hehehe, sitting here surrounded in the pinkness that i love so very much, my thoughts wander from question to question, there are so many! Having had such wonderful discussions of late, my mind is thirsty for so much more! Knowledge and understanding is my buffet, i could come back for more and more, some to hold and savor, some to digest quickly as the Ahh HA moment comes along. Now where do i start?? In reading some old assignments last night, oh gosh it has occurred to me that i have been blinded in the first light of discovery, i am almost ashamed of how i was back then. However i am so happy to know i can realize that now. For the last while now, i have begun to wonder if i am at all "submissive". No one can answer this but me, and i realize that. As time passes however, i find i am in transition, and confused. Does it make me weak to need all the kind of structure that comes from a D/s relationship? At times i find myself flitting to certain Dominants, almost seeking the approval, the acceptance, that "pull" sucking me in, almost ...and i mean almost feel as though i could just sit up in Their laps and feel that security. But i am missing to have my mind pushed to think, expected to say just what i think, what i ponder, what i feel, and figuring out why i do. lolol oh Lordy do i prattle!! So this is my question, how does a girl not in a D/s relationship, satisfy that need, (and i say need because for me i really do feel it is a need) how do i ground myself and feel content without the guiding hand? Always ~goddess~ xoxox |
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