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Hi sexy man!! Im just getting stuff done before my appointment because I dont know how long it will be. Im looking online to see if the federal student aid I applied for last year is still good for this year or if I need to reapply. I love you! I miss you! Well tonight is another Idol night and just being with you. Its what I love more than anything. Sometimes coffee makes me feel jittery and I feel very jittery right now lol. I only had a cup and a half too, but you never know. I hope you have a good, easy day my darling!! I love you so much! And I will call you oh wait, I have the phone! Well, call me at lunch and hopefully I will be done by then at the school, if not try again in awhile. I LOVE YOU!!!! xxxxoooo |
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My tummy hurts. lol Its been hurting more the past couple days, I think its from eating too much lately, or just more than usual, I gotta ease up a bit, cuz it honestly just hurts too much lately. I wanna get sick, but Im not, I just feel ick, I hate feeling icky. I feel at moments though like I might get sick, now from me doing it, but from natural reasons, just nauseated and hurting and bloated. Im fussing I know, Im sorry love. I just wanted to share how Im feeling at this moment. Are you excited for me to go to school or more like not really wanting me to? Please tell me all your honest feelings on it, I think I know kinda how your feeling or at least what it seems like to me, like you like it for me but part of you also isnt too very keen on the idea of it? I really want and need to know how your feeling. I love you, Im sorry were so broke, but God willing, very very soon we will at least be caught up and have a lil extra as well lol. I keep praying and checking every day hoping today is the day. And before we know it, it will be. But till then, we'll just hold on and struggle through the best we can. Tommorrow I gotta go to the school appointment, go to Shelbys school and sign her up there, get copies of some papers and then bring them to food stamps and then come get you for our appointment with Eric as well. Busy day, again lol. Im looking forward to the weekend with you so much. Just doing whatever, if we have no money, then maybe watching a movie or two, playing with our group a lil, snuggling in bed with you, just looking at you, admiring you, pinching your nipples a few times, slapping your ass like you love so much, maybe play with your ass a bit as well, you know, the stuff you love so very much and would be so sad if I didnt do often for you. hehe Bad Boys Bad Boys, whatcha gonna do, whatcha gonna do when they come for you? Okay that was totally random I know, it just popped into my mind for some reason. You love me though, so I can be random like that and scare you a lil bit and still rest assured that you still love me. lol Josh had a bad day at school, his teacher called, he was on red by 11 am. He kept hissing at the kids and teacher all day, she had to ask him to leave the room because she couldnt teach the class at all and the kids were all distracted by him. He also yelled at the computer guy when he gave him and all the other kids a hersheys kiss candy and he said, I only get one?!? I told her Im so sorry and of course he gets no nintendo or playstation or cartoons until hes in bed for sleep. I also made him write an apology letter to his teacher and he can work extra hard on his spelling words tonight, since he cant play anything or watch cartoons. Hes been crying and upset and I told him, its only going to get worse and stay this way if he keeps going on red or even orange and he only has himself to blame, because he knows how to act at school. Even when the teacher was trying to tell me what he did he started hissing over and over, like he thought it was funny, and then he said Im going to stay on red tommorrow too, and then laughed and said just kidding. I feel so frusterated at moments about why he purposely acts so wrong at times, like he knows and he doesnt care he just keeps doing the wrong thing. And I feel bad for him as well, he knows better and I hate punishing him and seeing him cry but he definately knows not to behave that way. Yeah I think some of it is impulse control issues, but how do we work on impulsivity with him? Is it a thing that needs medication or is it a just getting sterner with him or both or something else? I dont know. My tummy still hurts, fuck, I cant stand stomach aches, they suck big time, seriously Im not trying to not eat but I gotta ease up a bit till my tummy adjusts some and doesnt react this way when I do eat a lil more than usual. Im eating dinner tonight, dont get me wrong love, I just I dont know, no afternoon pretzels anymore for a while I guess, I dont want to start school and have tummy aches in class. lol Are you my sexy man? Are you smiling? Are you sitting on your sexy ass wiggling it around in the seat for me? Will you? How much do you love me? How much do I love you? How much is that doggy in the window? lmfao I dont know, I guess Im a lil tired, its why Im coming up with weird things..... Do you think Im silly? Do you think Im weird? Do you think we can make it till we get that tax money? Do you have a guess as to how much we have to pay the utilities on Friday? Do you worry? Do you fart at work? Do you want me? Do you need me? Why? For what? Do you know how much I need you? Do I meet your needs? Do you have regrets? Do you have something you wish I would do? Do you have something you wish I wouldnt do? Do you fantasize about us having sex at work? Describe one scene? Do you know i have to leave and get Shelby soonish? Do you think we will laugh at Idol tonight? Do you wish I would stop asking questions? I'll stop.....for now......I love you Glen!! So much, Im needy, needy for you, needy for your love, needy for your protection, needy for your strength, your wisdom, your help, your hand, your control, your humor, your passion, your touch. Im so very needy, for only one thing.....you. xxxooo |
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WOW baby... LOL. Where do I start? I want to try and answer all your questions. You just came downstairs and said I had a "not happy" look, but that's not true. I was just trying to take in all the questions. First of all, I'm sorry you're having trouble with your stomache hurting. I'm sorry you feel like you eat too much, and at times you want to make yourself get sick. You do not eat too much though, and you know it deep down. I wish I could make it go away for you sweetheart. Just know that I love you, very very much, and we will get past this. You are kind of right babe. This is something that you really really want. You have talked about it for at least as long as I have known you. It is your dream to be a nurse, and your dreams will always be my dreams, and it should, and is the other way around as well. As people, we should always strive to better ourselves, and I am very proud of you and your goals, and accomplishments. I would never ever try to stop you from doing what you want, to better yourself, and our lives. Of course, I do have a side of me that wants to keep you at home baby. As you mentioned, it could mean a full time job, and yes, the money is good, but as we talked about before, family should always come before money. That is my only concern sweety, is losing time from you, and maybe even you getting wore out, and stressed. To answer your question, yes... I am very excited for you, and I will always encourage you to pursue your dreams and I will always stand by your side. Yessss, that sounds awesome, renting those horror flicks like you mentioned, and just kicking back this weekend. Like I said, I will have to work Saturday, but I'm sure it won't be a full day. I just look at it as making up for Monday, and if I'm starting to pay child support, I need to be in the habit of working... at least 40 hours a week. Boy the way Glenn Miller played... songs that made the Hit Parade... Guys like us, we had it made.... those were the days. Yes, I know you are random. So am I. I love random. Baby, I know you hate punishing Josh for his actions, but that is the key word here..."His actions" and he has to learn that his actions creates consequences. Good consequences as well as bad. Rewarded for proper behavior and punished in one way or another for bad behavior. I think it will take a little more than grounding him from the playstation for more than just one night. And when you ground him from that, it should include the television as well. I know I need to start doing more with him. I really do want to start taking him places, just me and him, and get more involved in a Fatherly way. I love Josh, very much baby, and we will remain patient with him. Things will change for the better sweety, and he will start doing better in school. I just know it. Yes, I am your sexy man. Yes, I'm always smiling these days. I can't explain it. Uhhh, I am sitting on my ass, but not currently wiggling it around. I love you VERY much... you know that. You love me just as much... and I know it. Dogs in windows usually go for around.. hmmm, 250 bucks these days, unless you get them from the pound, and then usually about 45 bucks. Yes, you are absolutely silly. Believe it or not, no, I don't think you are weird babe. Of course we'll make it till tax money comes in. Uhhh, I'm guessing the utilities are somewhere around... 250? I don't worry much these days, but it's normal to once in a while. Of course, I do NOT fart at work. What kind of heathen do you think I am? I always want you beautiful. I will need you for the rest of our lives, and beyond. Why? Because I love you more than life itself. For what? Simply for your love. Yes... Always...NEVER...tell me to "eat my pussy, now you son of a bitch." Fart really loud. Yes, I fantasize about us having sex at work... in front of everyone. Us fucking, on the table in the break room, while everyone is standing around and chit chatting. We just strip each other and we fuck like animals for everyone. Really? I thought she was home. Ummm, if I ever get my butt in the shower, to watch it with you. NEVER. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AMBER LEE BUTTS  |
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Hehehehe, oh my darling sexy wonderful man, I love you and Im sorry for writing such a long post lol. But I loved reading your response, you make me smile so much Glen, even just to look at you, Hold on, Im going to stare at you for a minute......LMAO! You looked at me strangely and said, "what?" lmao, I said, "nothing". Okay, let me reply a lil bit, yes I know most of the time i dont eat too much, I think I do sometimes though, but yes I know we will work through this. This is my worry about going to school, it is a dream, yes a big dream, but the biggest dream of all, the dream that only really matters in the end is us being happy together, forever, being together as much as possible, because life is too short, I will never ever have enough time with you, and that makes me sad, to know that as much as I try, it will never be enough, to know someday, our time together will move to a different place, a place we dont know exactly what it will be like, is very sad in a way, because I could never get enough of you, I never want to part from you, in anyway, so naturally things that take away time from you, from us are always a struggle, even your work, and mine if I get it. But we have to think about being able to enjoy life together as well, yes even poor we can and will enjoy life, but I know we could enjoy it more, and in our later years together if we have the ability to share other dreams together, if we have the chance to do more, together, and part of me thinks that to do that, I need to contribute more, I need to help us build a small nest egg to help us. I dont know yet if it would benefit us more for me to stay home and get what help we can from agencys or to go out and work, I wish I knew better, and yes it cant all be about money and its not, its something I guess we both need to think on hard, figure out together and come to a mutually agreed upon choice that works best for US, as a couple, for the long run. I know that there is a part of you that doesnt totally like the idea of me out there, in class or work, and that worries me too, I dont want any stress or worries on you, I dont want you feeling anything bad or negative. I think the best thing we could do, is I'll start, but we will take the time to figure this out, see how it goes and nothing is permemant (sp), nothing cant be changed or undone. I also dont want to be too stressed by it or lose any of my time to take care of you, the kids and our home, which is the most important thing, so we will talk, alot and I need you to always share all your feelings and thoughts which are so important to me and we will make the right decision for US. I agree with Josh needing the TV privledges gone as well too, and I promise to make sure to start doing that love. Your right. Okay brace yourself for the utility bill my love......remember were getting that tax money soon, so yeah having to pay the utilities this Friday is going to be reallllly rough, but we'll make it, we'll manage till it gets here, the bill is 404.00. *cringes* I know.... I know.....its partially the Christmas lights, it really made a big bill over the month of December. And thats just the cut off, after we pay that, theres still a balance......But remember what you said love, you dont worry much these days, thats a very good thing to do, we cant control most of the things we worry about, so why hurt us and ourselves with worry over it, just do the best we can and have faith. So you seriously think about us having sex at work? Because what i ment by my question was do you have fantasies of us having sex....while at work, as in while your at work, not of us at work. LOL But hey, thats a wonderful idea there lover!!! Hehehehe. Your getting out of the shower now, so Im going to get off here soon so I can stare at you some more!! I love you!!! Ask me questions next time, maybe tomorrow, with one M. hehehehe I LOVE YOU!! xxxoooo Mr. and Mrs. Butts...its a wonderful thing, I cannot wait! |
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