I'm sorry you've been down so much lately baby. I wish I knew what to do to bring you up. Is it the working? Seriously sweety, if you feel like this may possibly be something you don't want to do later down the road, we need to try and recognize that, so you don't go off SSI, and then have to maybe some day try and go back on it. With my check, and what you get...plus the Medicaid, we can make it babe. Maybe that's what we are destined for, and that's okay, you know? We'll never be rich, unless we hit the lottery LOL, and even with us both working, it's going to be difficult. I know you enjoy having something to do, that's natural, but is this something you want, say.... 6 months down the road, or even a year? I know it means a lot to you to be a Housewife, and Mother who takes care of things at home... so don't think for a minute that I feel you should be out working. Don't feel you have to work, because of me. I'm the breadwinner, so to speak, and it will always be that way, and I only want what's best for us all later down the road. I just get a little concerned that you may become overwhelmed trying to work, and feeling like other things are negelected. But, with that said, you know I will always help out and never make you do everything. As I said, I wish I knew what to do to lift you up some sweety, and I just kind of need to know what's really on your mind and what you are thinking. Maybe getting out and working is what you need, I don't really know babe. Just know that whatever you decide... me, your Dad, nobody will be disappointed in you. You are my Love, my Life, and always will be, no matter what. I love you, so much Amber. I hope you are feeling better soon. Forever your man and soulmate.....me