Hi sweety. Your third day of school. I know you feel stretched a little thin, and maybe seemed overwhelmed especially with Spanish, but I know you can do it. You are so smart babydoll, and not just that, but determination drives you. I love you so very much.

 I know you thought there was something bothering me this morning, but I promise it's nothing. Do you ever have days where you wake up and and feel out of sorts? Not really sick, but just odd? It's like a computer that you turn on and it's acting stupid, so you shut it down to reboot it, and then it's fine...LOL. Kind of like that. I'll get in bed tonight and sleep it off and be good tomorrow. You believe me, because that's what I'm telling you. Just like I need to believe you when you tell me something.

 Not to mention, the shit my mother pulls every time she gets pissed. Her and brenda both. I'm not scared with their threats. I'm not even worried about the car bullshit, it's just the principal of it all. It's so childish, and stupid, and at times like this is when I wish I had no ties to either of them what so ever. It's pathetic, and it makes me have feelings toward them I wish I didn't, but can't control. I'm to a point in my life where it would be way too easy to just forget about both of them and never ever have anything to do with them ever again. And it scares me that I could possibly feel that way towards flesh and blood, but it's there and I can't deny it.

 Anyways, not big deal sweetheart. I'm looking forward to our Saturday together. I love you with all my heart... forever and ever....your man