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Good Evening my darling, I hope work wasnt too hard. It was nice you coming to school,I just wish you were going to class with me too lol. It would be so much fun, sitting next to you, giggling, passing notes, picking each other for projects. lol

I wish tomorrow was already over lol. I know, I shouldnt already be complaining about classes when I have months left to go hehehe. But Tuesdays and Thursdays are a bit overwhelming. Im sorry I get too whiney about not having a car, Ive gotten spoiled and Im sorry love. It will be fine, we will manage, Pop will have to basically give up his car for awhile lol and rely on us to bring him places, since most days we have early appointments/classes/work and on some days later too. But it'll be good to get out from the large payments and free us up for the coming holidays to be more enjoyable.

We gotta make sure we only look for a car in our price range, around 600 and not get stuck on seeing something a few hundred higher and wanting it, because this money is going to go way too fast, with getting a car, helping pay back pop some, the kids birthdays, some things we desperately need and then I insist we use a little and get a few Christmas gifts to tuck away and give us a little peace of mind and ease when it gets closer. Without the big car payment, you should have more than enough to do the other bills and have enough left for us to chip away at little gifts for Halloween, for food for Thanksgiving, for birthdays and for Christmas and then lol if we get Josh's money and as long as nothing happens to mine, we will really have extra to have a decent Halloween with costumes and candy and decorations and a good Thanksgiving with lots of yum yums and be able to give pop a good birthday and have a fun-tabulous Christmas season with me baking lots of goodies and everyone having a decent gift load and were all together, smiling, bills paid, happy times, singing carols, getting to go out sometimes and enjoy the fall/winter stuff with the holidays.

Sounds perfect huh? :) I cant wait. I better stop yaking and get to my homework now, gotta do Spanish online and try to do one or two math summaries out of the way. I love you!!! Let tomorrow go fast and easy, no bad backaches or headaches and Friday go smooth too, with paying bills and getting stuffies and Shelbys appoinment so we can slide into Saturday relaxed, ready for a nice day together before Im back at homework all day Sunday. lol

Hey love, for now please dont delete the history on the computer (If you did) until I remember to write down all my passwords and such, I was logged in to certain sites that I dont recall the passwords on and I gotta go back now because they are gone and try to remember them now, once I do I will save them, but I'll let you know when its safe to delete history or whatever it is that got rid of saved stuff.

I ran the program that gets rid of spyware and stuff because it's been a while. We had 300 something spyware attachments, and two critical, potentially harmful malwares. I understand we both have sign ons and such, but it's necessary to run that program or something nasty could happen to the computer. I'm pretty sure it doesn't delete the history, it just clears out cookies which is where all the spy stuff hides. Yeah, it's a little bit of a pain typing info back in, but would be more of a pain if our computer froze up, or the browser got highjacked.

I'm sorry school is a little rough right now. I know you can do it though sweety. I'll help anyway I can and you know I am always behind you.

As for the Blazer, yeah it sucks to lose it babe. I only hope we are making the right decision, but at this point it seems like it is to ensure we have a little money and get back up on our feet. As for the price of a car when we find one, maybe I can save up a little to add to the 600. I want us to get something decent that doesn't immediately require money to make it driveable. We'll figure it out, and things will work in our favor. The Holidays will be wonderful baby, and the upcoming year will be great.

I love you, so very much. Forever yours....me

I understand needing to run the program sometimes to get rid of crap, but lets warn each other from now on, say Im gonna run that tomorrow so if you need to save your passwords do it now, then we both can have the chance to save anything we need. I know 600 isnt much for a car but honestly we can find one that will get us through the next few months and we will be in good enough shape to work on it some if we need to, essp. after the holidays with less bills and more money coming in. I love you too. xxoo

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