Im so sorry I havent checked in here for so long my love, its wrong of me, I just when we moved our group mentally I didnt even think about msn groups anymore....forgive me?
Well, thank you for your messages :). As we know things went a bit different but Im healing up now slowly...might be a bit longer than if I had just the one simpler surgery but we have all the time together we need and I am pushing to recover as quick as I can without making myself sick all over again lol.
I will wait to see if that weight is swelling but if not love, dont be upset or hurt with me that I honestly would just feel A LOT better to get back to 125 or so. Thats not a bad number at all and then I have a bit of cushion room too where I can feel okay with splurging with you sometimes on yummies, you know? If I stayed at 132 or whatever it was I wouldnt feel nearly as comfortable about having room for letting go and really eating sometimes together, but at 125 I would feel that way. Please understand?
Your out looking for lights for your model, I hope you find what you want but if not, please order online, we can always return them. I want you to have it all just as you wish it in your sexy mind to be lol.
Tomorrow we will hopefully get to shop with Pop, and YES I am getting one little stocking stuffer for you just because you know at least two of your gifts and its not fair so I get to! :P I swear cheap and little, but a surprise for you on Christmas day, thats important to me. ~smile~
I miss you! I should be up trying to do some home stuff I have been wanting to get done, but part of me wants to lay down too....oh your home gotta finish this....I LOVE YOU!!!! xxoo