Well I have been trying to get Health insurance for myself.  But I can't seem to afford it.  This is just getting so so stupid.  The only way that I can get it from the county or the state I am in is with the kids.  UGH!!!!!!!  Both of my kids are covered by other insurances.   I thought that they were trying to make Health Insurance more affordable for people.  What a LINE OF BULL.  So the only other way that I can get help with my health insurance is to be claired disable.  But I can't do that until I can see a doctor.  But I can't afford to see the doctor.  I do have major back problems so that would help me if I could get disablility.  But need a doctor for that.  So either way I am SCREWED!!!  I hate feeling that way.  OK I vented now thanks for listening to me.     This whole situation makes me want to.  I just don't know what to do anymore.  Kass