Skypilot,
My heart goes out to you. Sounds like your plate
is mighty full. Don't ever feel that you are useless,
though, remember, your Gods child.
I hope all goes well with your medical deliema, it
seems as we all get a little older, we start having
medical issues.
I know, you are probably helping all you can with
your friends problems, but I would concentrate on
getting myself well first. If you are not in decent
health, you will not be able to help, as you want to...
You are in my prayers, friend,
terra