I was sitting here this morning posting and got a call from the hospital ... Kaden who was fine yesterday suffered a lung collapse this morning and stopped breathing ... After bagging him twice they got him back but he is very weak and we don't know what this will lead too ... It will take 24 hours for the tests to come back so they are treating him for possible pneumonia just in case but if he gets worse ... we may have to put Kaden on ventilator support ... which will most likely be followed by a trach ... hopefully this does not happen as babies like Kaden tend to not come off of a vent very easily which in essence could cause more bad than good ...
My heart is just broken guys ... he was doing so well and now this ... I don't think I have stopped crying for 10 hours and I am just exhausted ... before I left Kaden smiled at me and called me Momma ... damn near broke my heart to go home but I need to sleep so that I can get back to him first thing tomorrow ...
Damn, I needed to vent this out ... thank you ... will keep you guys posted, please say a little prayer or whatever for the youngest member of WSAM he's going to need all the good vibes he can get.
Gothic