I love the holiday season yet for some reason I allways get a sense of meloncally (sp) some nastalgic thought comes to mind and I reflect upon holidays of the past. THis year I made it a point to stay cheerful and move my thoughts and emotions to the present not the past. Ugh still I have this sadness in my heart. I had to take the boys back to their dad yesterday and cried all the way home. Christmas will be spent with my man out of town to get away from it all. Geez! I know I am not the only one with things going on in their lives. I think of Gothie and her beautiful little boy and how hard it must be to leave him daily in the hospital and of BC and her first year of 1st! I did that last year BC my heart goes out to you and your family. We are all in the place we are supposed to be GOOD BAD SAD OR GLAD.......just my thoughts and wanted to share...love to all you cyber sisters.....Pamela