Terry has been moved from ICU to a regular floor, however his bp is out of sight and a few other serious things going on.  We will get through this, I know I keep saying that, maybe I am deluding myself but I try to be positive.  There are days that seem impossible.  I go to work about 3 days a week for maybe 4 hours.  My mind is on terry and so I feel I should be at the hospital.  Then I get to the hospital and find he is still breathing so for a  fleeting moment I feel I should be at work or home with my dog.  I feel like I am slowly going nuts.  And I am sooooo sick of hospital food in the cafeteria.  YUK!  Good way to lose weight because it is so tasteless, but instead I have gained weight, prolly stress.

 

The computer is all I have that is sane, does that make sense to anyone?  I really relax when I am doing things for the club, so I think I will come back and act normal again.

 

Everyone has been so kind, ThirstyHAP (Jim) sent me a beautiful footprints clock, it is so pretty.  I am going to put it in my computer room where I can see it all the time.  Jeannine (Peaches) sent terry a card. Everything all of  you do means so very, very much.  So many of you are praying and holding good thoughts, he needs you he needs your prayers.  He is so scared, he told me he is going to die and he does not want to die in there and be alone, it is pitiful.

 

Thank you all for being YOU and a very special thank you to Paco who is taking care of many things because Matt and I are out of commission.

 

Love, Lyn  family