the fear i don't understand

overtakes the mind and emotion

it leaves you bewildered

for it is somehitng that i do not understand

 

i sit alone at times pondering these mixed emotions

and try to understand them

nothing seems to help me

get through the ups and downs

 

i know i have friends and family that cares

but i cannot even begin to explain

for i cannot comprehend

what is happening to me here

 

this roller coaster of emotions

has got a grip on me

i know that i am a good person

as if not...i would not be

 

i hope you all will be patient

with me...this i pray

as one day soon

this all shall pass

and again...i will be me

 

roxxykate