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JANICE, GOD BLESS YOU HONEY.I AM SO HAPPY I WENT TO CHAT LAST NIGHT AND MET YOU. YOU ARE A FINE PERSON . I NOTICE YOU REVERENCE THE LORD A LOT. YES JANICE HE HAS BEEN WITH ME LOTS OF TIMES WHEN THE WORLD LET ME KNOW. I AM SURE ANY TIME YOU NEED TO TALK YOU CAN COME HERE OR EITHER E-MAIL ANY OF US. WE WILL BE HERE FOR YOU. GOD BLESS YOU AND HAVE A GOOD DAY. HUGS MARY ROE |
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Today I'm kind of sad. I am reading a book about bipolar survial. It is really good. My family doesn't understand they understand my asthma. I think today I'm having a pity party. I want so bad to get up in the morning and clean my house like I use to. I force myself to do what I have to do now and I hate it. Right now I have there is 8 people living in my house including me. My daughter and my son's girlfriend do most of the work. which is nice. Two and a half years ago I had back surgery they had to replace discs in by back with bone from my hip. I'm sorry I usually don't tell people because I really sound like a hypochondriac. oh well |
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Oh Janice, Don't be sad.You've had so much going on lately. I know exactly what you're saying, I can't clean like I want to either & alot of mine is because there are so many here. I work my butt off & 30 minutes later, looks like its not been touched. Wow, if you've had back surgery, you're not ABLE to clean & do alot. Besides we're all entitled to a pity party once in a while. I'm about due. Love you, Connie |
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Janice,
I give you a lot of credit! I would have killed someone
if I had that many people in my house. I have before and It makes my
bipolar go all wacky! High stress situations makes me rapid cycle
bad.
You have to look at your situation in a different way...
I know I deal with it everyday. I can't clean everyday either and what
sucks about that is that when I could I didn't anyway. So Now it makes me
really nuts. But I look at it this way... I can still walk, talk and
breathe! And you can also look at it this way... At least the house is
getting clean.. Mine rarely help out and my house is almost always
trashed! But my room is still clean :o)
I know it really upsets you that your family doesn't
understand. Maybe someday they will but until then you have us! And you
will have us after they understand too.
Hugs
Dawn
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I want to thank both of you if I didn't have you I wouldn't know what I would do. I know I can come here and talk about how I feel or what mood I'm in or going in and you understand. I can't do that here because they wouldn't know what the hell I'm talking about. I have that book my therapist gave me and I find so much that is me in the book and I can't even say anything. That is why it is why it's so importhant i have you. I love you both very much. Love to my sister and my neice Janice p.s. I love the background |
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You's welcome. Oh its stationary... And if you want to tell us about what your reading thats ok too! Hugs Dawn |
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Don't thank me.....I love you. Hugs, Connie Dawns right, we're here always. |
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This year hasn't started well. I hope it ends well. We have had so many things happen. My husband went to JCPenny Dept. Store and forgot his wallet. They called and told him to pick it up. We went to pick it up and it was gone one of the employees stole it the day before Christmas. My husband had emergency surgery and I had surgery to. I have diabetes high blood pressure I have had 2 back surgery's and I am bipolar. I try not to say to much about it ( the operative would being try LOL) The reason I'm telling you this is because on my last doctors visit I found out I have osteoperosis artheritis and it is crumbling in spine. Something is wrong with my kidneys she didn't say what but she wrote me a prescipstion. I was kind of over whelmed. Oh she is testing me for my thyroid. I feel like I'm on this huge mountain with the top very narrow.and I'm trying not to lose my balance and fall and crash. |
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Janice all my prayers to you and your hubby.. Im so sorry .. There has been one thing after another here this year also but right now thats not important you are.. I will be saying loads of prayers for you hun.. Always know you are an inspiration here and your loved.. Keep us posted on how you are doing and know we all are praying for you.. God BLess Joanne |
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Hi Janice, sorry to hear about you and your husbands surgery. And the wallet thing, that was terrable. I pray things improve for you both. Hugs Carla |
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Well my daughter and her boyfriend and the 2 youngest grandkids are still here the grandkids have lived here all there lives. My daughter has been a really big help since her Dad has been sick. My son is in and out his girlfriend moved back east. She caused a lot of problems she would lie and then my son and daughter would get into some horrendous fights. My house isn't what I want it to be. My kitchen was decorated with Coca Cola stuff it started to get broken so I packed it up. In my family room I have all family pictures ( cheap way to decorate) slowly they are stacking up from falling off the wall from wrestling. Finally my husband is backing me up. He shouldn't have to. He is sick he gets tired really easy. Our son will work really good one day and then the next day he finishs his work and goes visiting with his dad's truck. But I just keep praying and I know God will answer my prayers. |
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Aunt Janice. I misses you sooo much I hope you come back soon!!! I dont know why noone answered this post I might have to send everyone to the corner!@ Love you! Dawn |
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Well I have been cycling again with my bipolar. I have been having trouble with my marrige. I know my husband has been seeing someone else. Stupid things are happening. He told me he was going to wash his truck he came back and it was still really dirty. Last Friday I found 2 pairs of women's sunglasses in his glove box in his truck. My son said they were my daughters they wouldn't fit my daughter. When I asked my husband he just yells and says it's in my head. Then my son was saying why do you always accuse him. Told me I was f_______ crazy. Well I was so hurt. But I took a different approach. I told my husband that I was going to go find a "friend" of my own. Well I don't think he is seeing her any longer. So I just tell him I am going to go out. Well he has been nice but I'm acting like I am single. Haven't gone anywhere and I won't but I can make him think so. I am so depressed going to church and bible study helps. After church we go out to lunch with a bunch of the church members and it's fun. I was out of one of my medications for a while and now I have to all over with my regimen. |
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Janice my heart goes out to you hun, i was struggling with that also and its so unfair all you put into a relationship and this.. I tried so hard and no matter what i would do or say i also had my children coming down on me it always seemed like it was me and not him. So when i spoke to my mother in law god rest her soul she told me get up clean your house get your dinner ready shower put on makeup and dress nice when he comes in dont say a word even though its killing you they will notice i even went so far as moving my car a certain way if it was backed in i drove it in even though i didnt do anything but cry and worry i pretended it makes them wake up. And the worst of it all even though i took a shower that am i took another. Hope this works... And also if he is running is it even worth it. I never caught him i just mistrusted him and that was what was killing me mine is a compete ass and a flirt . If i was sure he would be gone. I prayer that this works its way out. I really do know what your going through .. I hate a frigging liar and they seem to do it the most dont they. And then to have your children switch sides it just kills ya.. Be strong .. Im here for you.. God Please Joanne |
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Janice i pray all is well with you.. Hope your days are bright and cherry.. Hugs Joanne |
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