evening of January 7th, 2006
.........Background:
I was crying last night, telling Ralph I couldn't dream of Chritina, and was extremely worried about her safety. She's become almost like the daughter I never had, and I thought we developed a close relationship, even if only on the internet.
I was baffled why she wasn't opening her emails after sending me cards (for Thanksgiving & Christmas), yet, when I'd email a thanks to the same address, it was never opened or responded to.
The worry is over her background & past history.
Ralph had this dream last night:
DREAM:
................our telephone rang. It rang in that way (a triple tone) which told us it was a "long distance call". When Ralph answered it, the voice on the other end was the operator asking if he would accept the charges from "Westchester", and he said, yes.
Then a young woman's voice who he simply could barely make out her words was speaking, and all he could understand was "internet connection" "met a guy".
He thought of giving me the telephone, but realized that I too, can barely understand people on the telephone either these days, (must be our hearing is going, lol)
anyway, I took the phone and heard the girl say "Chris met a boy, and that's why she hasn't been on the internet".
Ralph had the "feeling", the girl, was rather low class type of individual, (the friend who was calling for Chris).
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Part 2
.............Ralph found himself in an older apartment type of house (sort of like Chris described in NY).....it had wallpaper on the walls, older wallpaper, and the hookup was there on the wall behind the TV for an internet or phone connection, which he attempted to look at and saw he would need parts to hook it up. (no hook up there)....perhaps he would move a computer into that room so he was looking at it and what was needed.
anyway, he walked into a bedroom, where he saw a young woman, with long dark hair, (her back only to him), and she was about 5 ft. 4 inches and very very thin.
She was looking intently and focused completely on a Chiffrobe type of furniture full of clothes. The furniture piece was Full of clothing.,and she was furiously looking thru it.
Ralph said to her, "Why are you looking for something to wear when you look perfect just as you are?"............but she was not deterred from looking.
IINTERPRETATION:
.....I cannot know until I finally hear again from Chris whether this was a message dream or not.
But thus far it sounds like it was a dream telling us, that she is OK, intent on Changing, (thus the symbol of the chiffrobe full of clothes),and didn't want to be "dressed" or seen as who she was in the past.
Therefore, didn't pay attention to "you look perfect as you are".,rather wanting a complete change is the symbol here.
The description of the girl, sounds like Chris.
The "Focus on change" is the theme of the message.
The phone call from a long distance, and the fact that in the dream the operator said, "Westchester", is signifigant because there is a place in upstate NY called "Westchester County"
It sounds like a "message dream" to me, but only time will tell.
Today is Chris's 25th Birthday, and I wish her all the love and happiness in the world.
