Jan.8,2007

 

............Dreamt of Jess last night.  She was sending me an email or text message, (never rec'd one from her in waking life, ever).

...........The message screen was like a child's scrawl., not an adult's, and it was worrisome, but  yet it seemed to me to be some sort of accounting for her past actions, as a child.

 

she showed images or text about going over in her head her past and trying to apportion blame to others, as to trauma she had suffered at the hands of others.

 

............Immediately after it appeared, the screen then went to say, "Sender has withdrawn their message"........

 

There were 3 things on this original message.,and instead of on a screen, they were on a kind of a "pillow" a soft pillow like substance,

 

I wrote back , that we loved her dearly, always did and always will, and that she needs to find out about what is called "false memory syndrome" in apportioning blame where it doesn't belong, with memories too painful to look at, instead denying personal responsibility, we create "new memories" or selective ones.

 

INTERP:

 

even though the dream was upsetting a bit, as they always are it seems where she is concerned, I still felt overall, it was a "good sign", a sign that she is finally, using skills to reach into her mind, buried deep within, to try & work out what she has repressed for so many years.

 

It isn't the  happy result & ending I'd love, but it's a step, perhaps in right thinking, if she can sort out and dig deeper into the many layers that she has successfully built into her subconscious mind thus far to shield herself .