The dream begins with me entering a very large dark, dingy, theater/bar-ish/club type-room that appears to be housed in an abandoned building or as I said before, theater house. There are people moving and interacting with each other, some dancing, some sitting and talking. Voices are very low and dim (mostly I hear mumbling and grumbling) and I can't make out any faces, just some silhouettes. I get the feeling that everyone is dressed in dark clothing- maybe black and some reddish colors or tones. Anyhow, I find myself walking through a crowd of bodies. It's stuffy, smoke is in the air. I'm uncomfortable. I don't fit in. Some people are moving provocatively, although I'm not sure how I know this or why this bothers or affects me at all. I get the feeling that they are doing things that they aren't "supposed" to be doing with one another- perhaps of a sexual nature? Not quite sure. I just know in the pit of my stomach that it's "wrong" and/or "inappropriate" or even "dirty" maybe. Again, I'm not sure why I'm disgusted by this.

 

Even though people are present, parts of this room appear quiet and lonely- desolate, I suppose you can say. Pieces of paper and dust are moving around. I walk through the room and walk up a short flight of stairs on to a stage, and then I either walk through curtains or I could have opened two large doors. (To be honest, this particular detail I don't remember). Before I walk through the curtain (or) open the two large doors, I turn back only to find that the crowd of people I saw when I initially entered the [allegedly] abandoned theater were all gone. All that was left was a black room- nobody was there. Just sheer emptiness and silence. The only things I saw were the pieces of paper and dust moving around the room. It was very spooky.

 

Once I walk into this second room I find myself surrounded by four statues. I walked up to two out of four of the statues and touched/embraced them. As I touched or embraced them, a ray of light (of a specific color, which is a detail I forgot to mention while we were on the telephone) would shine down on me and the statue and music would play very loudly. (Similar to that of a character in a movie during a "dream sequence.")

 

The first statue I approached was Jesus Christ on the crucifix. Once I approached the statue I hugged the very bottom of it, so in essence, I was embracing Jesus' feet. I felt the presence of a heavy off- white, pale light, and church music began to play. I wasn't frightened but I definitely wasn't comfortable neither. I remember feeling a bit sad, as though I wanted to cry for some reason. The reaction I had to this statue is a difficult one to explain.

 

I didn't embrace the second statue, but I did touch it. I'm not sure how I touched it, but I know my hands went near it. I remember feeling apprehensive- I didn't want to make contact with it. The second statue was of a Satanic figure, or perhaps Satan himself. The minute I stood very close to it, a light shined down that was very harsh, red, and blinding, and Halloween music began to play loudly. This was very scary- VERY scary. I remember wanting to leave this statue as quickly as possible. As I type this, I can still recall the same feeling I felt in the dream when I wanted to run away from being near this statue. The minute I walked away from it, I felt much better.

 

As for the third statue, I can't really remember much about, to be honest. I can't recall whether it was a golden woman or a giant Buddha, but there wasn't much light shining down on me as I approached it and there wasn't music playing. I don't remember standing in front of it for a long time either. I can't say much about statue 3. I have little to no memory of it.

 

The forth and final statue is what left me puzzled and is what concerns me the most. It was a large triangle (wide at the bottom, thinning as the top/point approached), organized in the form of a hierarchy, and sitting on top was a white bird (I'm guessing a dove.) The triangle is sort of shaped like the food pyramid and is made up of the colors of the rainbow- or if you will, picture a child's 8 Note Glockenspeil Xylophone (like the one in this picture- http://www.doe-a-deer.net/inc/sdetail/1032 ) Notice the colors and triangular shape- that's sort of how the hierarchy of colors within the triangle appeared in my dream.

 

I don't remember hearing music while standing near or looking at this particular statue, but I remember experiencing a feeling of stillness and contentment, but at the same time confusion. I wasn't scared, I wasn't sad- I was just fine, but I didn't know why I felt all right, I didn't know why I was calm. I just got the sense that the colors represented different "steps" or "phases" which is why I use the word hierarchy here, and which is why I'm assuming the colors were organized within the triangle, as they are on the Xylophone on the website I linked you to above. All I know is that this triangle was here to make a point, and each color within the triangle stood for a specific, special distinction, if that makes sense at all.

Interpretation:

 

 

.............You are being given a message from your higher self, about your life.  The life you've been given this time around, to live out

It's one you've been seriously pondering now for a long time about the worthwhileness (sic) of it.

 

The dream is saying that it's like Shakespeare said.....I.e. "All the life's a stage, and us, we are all actors each of us playing a role"

(he said it more eloquently of course,lol)

 

The room then is reminiscent of a state of consciousness, (yours) as your life unfolded here, this time around.

 

The smoky room is the enviornment you were brought up in, (uncomfortable with it and them).....the gyrating people, doing things they shouldn't be doing, etc.........the more or less crudeness of the people,(mumbling & grumbling)just like  your family has been ;  this was "more or less" the enviornment you had to put up with to get to this stage in your life now.

So this part of the dream, the "opening scene" is symbolic of early life until now..........just in a condensed version of it for your review.

 

The fact that you went "up" on a stage,(re: walk up a short flight of stairs on to a stage,) or at least a more elevated platform, is "reaching higher in your consciousness" then those who "disappeared" from your view......It is saying that this dream was from a "higher place" where you are indeed alone with your own self (as we all are in the end, to face ourselves).

 

Before you open the doors OR curtain, and "looked back" (I.e. symbol for reviewing your past ).......and see they are now All gone, and only  you remain.(part of the looking back , seeing who played a role in your consciousness THEN, but NOW understanding, that you stand alone"...both literally & figuratively on your own merits.  This then is a review of this fact.  Those who were "part of your past" consciousness, are only "as shadows"....I.e. (as blowing dust/or just shadows) in your  consciousness. Pieces of paper, part of a stage prop.

 

 

There were essentially 2 of "Good"   symbols .  One was Jesus, but on the crucifix, you understood him as a symbol of

sacrifice then. You embraced him., as you do in real waking life......the music was "soothing to you".....but yet there was still a bit of uncomfortableness connected to the whole experience?

 

 

The one of Satan, (a symbol of bad), you were "repelled by".......both visually & the music.

 

The one of Buddha (or Shiva, a woman divinity, much like Buddha)....is just showing you that there are other such divine spiritual beings who essentially "play roles" like the Jesus role, (the martyr) or the Satan role (like the bad in life).

They are then, all as "Role Players" just as we all are, just as Shakespeare wrote about...

 

So taking place in an "abandoned theatre" is a perfect (beyond perfect) Prop for the Dream to unfold for the message to you.

 

 

The 4th symbol, the Triangle shape of various rainbow colors then, is really emblematic of saying there ARE "tiers".....of consciouness, not just the waking & sleeping lives, or even the various reincarnational ones that your higher self is involved in all the time....

You were being given a glimpse of this understanding from the higher self, to answer your questions about "Why me?" "Why do I suffer so??.....this was a gift to you, a glimpse into the Whys.....

 

The Tiered  Triangle is to say there are many many levels and very few we are aware of....good/bad/ it doesn't matter as they are all temporary as "states of consciousness"..then.

None are permanent, and all will disappear (as the temporary people in the theatre really weren't there in the end anyway>...just a shadow or dust....flying around.

From the lowest rung on the tier, to the higher ones to the Dove itself, (emblematic of the Dove of Christ) I'd think.........the purity of spirit.

 

I'd take this as a gift given to you from your higher self. The one you leave behind when you come here, and will "rejoin" when this life is through.            *I don't remember hearing music while standing near or looking at this particular statue, but I remember experiencing a feeling of stillness and contentment,