Last night Ralph was given another dream, which we both cherish, as it's the first dream where he actually saw Jessica.
He said, it opened in Bladensburg Maryland, outside of Washington DC. and believe it was in this setting, in this part of the country, because, when Jess was born this is where Ralph was working.,(in and near Bladensburg,Md.)
......anyway, he was on a subway type of system, above ground.
Kind of like a train, like the NY passenger train system.
He thought to himself, that he could drive this thing, like a huge truck, and had done so before.,was familiar with the surroundings of this large vehicle he was in. (consciousness?)
As he was with a large group of people, almost like a tour group, Jessica was there too. Ralph was surprised she was there in this vehicle.
The train came to a stop...and the doors opened.
But instead of opening out (like a bus door would), it opened like the trains would, ....laterally.
Jess stepped out of the car/vehicle.
Before the doors closed, Ralph asked her, "Can I come too Jess?"
and she looked at him and said, hesitant at first, "Yes , sure"
but by then ,as he stepped out of the vehicle, she disappeared and was gone.
He realized however, that even though she wasn't now part of the group (in the vehicle), she was okay, as the expense that would be incurred (karma?) was already paid, and she would not incur further expenses........
Interp:
(sort of like when you are on a tour, and you decide to go somewhere else, your room is still paid for, if you come back, as well as your food, etc.).......even if you take a diverted trip or optional tour elsewhere....)
He felt very good about this dream because it showed him two important things he needed to know about:
1) that her memory of the past 5 yrs. and it's mental illness part has been blotted,or she'd NEVER have said, "Yes, sure"......to him.
2) that she will not be held accountable for any of the part that the consciousness didn't willingly participate in (no expense)to her.
To be held accountable, or incur an expense (karma), would require conscious understanding of what you are doing.,and she didn't have this