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2 nights ago: ......His father appeared in a bright yellow oversized jacket. The bright yellow, like you would see on a Caution sign, or a warning sign. Ralph said to him, "Did you ever see it this cold before?" He was helping his father who was limping, to navigate .....around with this huge jacket on. .............................................................................................. Interp: We've had bad personal news about Jessica. She went missing when Ralph had this dream. She is since found........and okay, from what we hear.,but we really don't think truly ok, just barely. The dream was an obvious warning to us. Or a reflection of what is to come. |
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Think on This ... Happiness, then, is not a thing set apart from self, but the conditions with which one approaches that in hand to be done! for when one considers that the position of self is hard to bear, is not as is desired, the desire of the heart often maketh one afraid--unless that desire is ever in that attitude of "Use me, O God, as I am," for the I AM is ready, willing, to make my will one with Thy will-- "Though He slay me, though He bruise me in mine own selfish or unseen ways; yet will I trust Him day by day," and He will not forsake thee; neither will He allow thee to be afraid; for He will raise thee up, and He understands all the hardships, the little things, the separations, the variations in the surroundings--but trust Him!
Edgar Cayce Reading 5563-1
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The "caution" and the warning dream was telling Ralph from his father, on the other side, that Jessica would soon be joining him there. She passed away on this day August 26th,2008 or shortly thereafter, the next day. |
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1st Dream after Jessica’s death: early morning hours of Aug. 29th, 2008 Ralph remembers being on a street, in a town which appeared familiar somehow to him, He went into this building and up to the 2nd floor and walked through an opened doorway into a narrow room that he felt was like a “small courtroom�?of some kind. He didn’t see anyone, and noticed it had a commercial style carpet on the floor, Oak wood everywhere, reminding him of a courtroom. (a judgement hall?) but very small...(she will not be accountable for it all, not the mental illness part).. He was in the back of the room, facing forward and to the left of him, was the back side of a staircase, that led “up to a higher level”�?.and to the right, there were two kinds of plush looking chairs, kind of suede looking fabric, one darkish brown and mauve.<o:p>< The chair on the left was empty, and the chair on the right was Grandpa Clarence. (deceased)in 1999 As he remembers, Grandpa was wearing a kind of light winter jacket a kind of older style like from the 1950s. . Ralph didn’t say anything to him, just put his right hand, on his left shoulder as he sat there, just to let him know he was there and then he sat down beside him Grandpa Clarence started talking, and rather loudly (as he was known to do in life too) and as Ralph still felt�?it was a courtroom setting, so he was speaking a bit too loud for this setting�?(was the feeling he got) He was talking about what he had to do tomorrow, so he wouldn’t see Ralph tomorrow, is what he was explaining to him. He was talking about when you have a rocking chair on a wood floor that has been there for so very long , how it wears “ruts�?into the floor�?.suggesting it was the kitchen floor in the old apartment, and someone was “coming to inspect�?and he had to repair this floor rut somehow. Ralph started to suggest using wood stain, or another cover up �?to repair it, but Grandpa kept saying “Blot �?Blotting would do it, and you don’t need anything else!! He said, “you don’t understand, it needs to be blotted�?/SPAN> This is why he wouldn’t be there tomorrow, then he said, “I won’t be seeing you , but I will wash your feet�?/SPAN> Ralph knew that someone else was supposed to be here and knew there was a doorway that led to a living type of space quarter, and that someone had called in sick, yet was living right there. He felt, that “the person must have really been sick, and calling in sick, to do that…�?.to call in to say “I’m too sick to come to work, �?yet living right there beside the courtroom. Ralph devised that the person missing must have been truly that sick to have said she was, as people would have been able to see her, and knew differently. (How we interpret this dream): The ruts in the floorboards are consciousness, and the word or concept or ruts as Rudolph Steiner said, is what repeated thinking in one direction creates in our consciousness. These “ruts�?need now to be repaired Edgar Cayce spoke of it, not as ruts, as Steiner did, but rather as like a “Groove on a record stylus creates�?so, the same idea here The “Blotting out”……that Grandpa said we don’t comprehend that can be done, may have to do with a spiritual thing that indeed, can be beneficial and helpful to her.,of many harsh memories she has created when in body It seems to us that Grandpa was conveying to Dad that he (Grandpa) was somehow going to help Jess (the sick girl who wasn’t yet in the courtroom there ),but was in the adjoining room. He was saying that there will be help for her, and that he (Grandpa) will “wash Ralph’s feet�? which Dad feels has to do with a spirtual type of context, as Jesus, would “wash the feet of his disciples”……so too, will Grandpa try to humble himself, to help Ralph through this terrible time we face. We took much consolation from this first dream since her passing. |
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Ralph sees Jess, as a spirit that is now surrounded by a large light (an aura? around her)....protecting her..This aura is the love we all have for her, her sisters, her parents, her grandparents, all who loved her in life. It is supporting her and carrying her through...this time. She is now in the light, and will eventually come to understand moreso, and work on the part of what she couldn't do this time around, will be given another chance. I only hope she waits awhile......before incarnating again. Life was too hard and she was far too fragile...She was like a fine china cup, that broke easily. I'm still waiting to see her, but my short dream after a nap, was very sad as it was only reflecting my desire to find her. I was in a room with Ralph, and we were doing some sort of sorting material, for painting a room with (swatches of wallpaper/?) in the next room was a woman, who apparently employed Jess, her boss I suppose? This woman knew who we were and knew we wondered where Jessica was. She said,"Oh - she went to meet you two, and left work early and left her nice jacket here on the chair" and I looked and saw a very expensive jacket, just left on the back of the chair, and I thought, "OMG, she left so prematurely, leaving such an expensive jacket there" but I felt she wasn't leaving to look for us, that wasn't so. Interp> of course, now I can understand the expensive jacket on the back of that chair (at her workplace), is symbolic of leaving this life prematurely, away from her work (the life)..... The expensive part, probably means that what she left behind,(her family), has much value. Besides us who grieve for her, there are two children under age 5. |
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Last night Ralph was given another dream, which we both cherish, as it's the first dream where he actually saw Jessica. He said, it opened in Bladensburg Maryland, outside of Washington DC. and believe it was in this setting, in this part of the country, because, when Jess was born this is where Ralph was working.,(in and near Bladensburg,Md.) ......anyway, he was on a subway type of system, above ground. Kind of like a train, like the NY passenger train system. He thought to himself, that he could drive this thing, like a huge truck, and had done so before.,was familiar with the surroundings of this large vehicle he was in. (consciousness?) As he was with a large group of people, almost like a tour group, Jessica was there too. Ralph was surprised she was there in this vehicle. The train came to a stop...and the doors opened. But instead of opening out (like a bus door would), it opened like the trains would, ....laterally. Jess stepped out of the car/vehicle. Before the doors closed, Ralph asked her, "Can I come too Jess?" and she looked at him and said, hesitant at first, "Yes , sure" but by then ,as he stepped out of the vehicle, she disappeared and was gone. He realized however, that even though she wasn't now part of the group (in the vehicle), she was okay, as the expense that would be incurred (karma?) was already paid, and she would not incur further expenses........ Interp: (sort of like when you are on a tour, and you decide to go somewhere else, your room is still paid for, if you come back, as well as your food, etc.).......even if you take a diverted trip or optional tour elsewhere....) He felt very good about this dream because it showed him two important things he needed to know about: 1) that her memory of the past 5 yrs. and it's mental illness part has been blotted,or she'd NEVER have said, "Yes, sure"......to him. 2) that she will not be held accountable for any of the part that the consciousness didn't willingly participate in (no expense)to her. To be held accountable, or incur an expense (karma), would require conscious understanding of what you are doing.,and she didn't have this |
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