Thanks Angel!
Dr. Lee said my hCG levels had dropped in half on my Mondays blood results compared to that from the hospitals results a few days earlier.
Bad news and Good news... He said We were pregnant though we miscarried, and we can look at starting all over again since we can get pregnant again.
Today (Wed) I have to go in for another hCG blood test to confirm the levels are dropping. I see Dr. Lee again Tomorrow (Thursday) for a follow-up and go from there.
My BBT has dropped almost back down to my normal temps before ovulation.
It's hard coping with the loss. At first I thought everything was going to be okay and pictured the baby growing healthy. It's just starting to sink in that I've lost this little miracle. I'm a mix of all feelings- sad, upset, angry, confused, acceptance ....
And on top of this all I have a nasty head cold. I feel awful.
I'm trying to keep positive but it's hard. I wanted this so bad - got it- now it's gone, just like that. I tell myself everything will be okay and that there's always next time nature will get it right - helps a bit- but, deep down inside I feel a random mix of all feelings- sad, upset, angry, confused, acceptance.
I needed to vent -
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