21 Jan 1996 dedicated to SC I told you I would not be torn down again. I told you I would not feel small or insignificant or nothing. I told you that the wall you saw was not there to protect me, it IS me. You agreed but you brought your wrecking ball and your battering ram and started the job anyway. I told you there were places in my soul you could not go, dark places with locked doors that no one would ever pass through again. You showed up with your map and your flashlight and crashed right in. I promised that if I loved again, I would not deny it to you and I would not apologize for it to anyone. You said you understood but you never let me say the words. I told you I would not change my life for you... I lied. You made a liar out of me and it didn't even matter... In the end, I loved everything about you except me.