I am so tired and bone weary of worrying if this storm is going to hit or that storm is going to hit. I am just ready to scream scream scream. Ivan is now a cat 5 storm packing 160 mph winds and that doesn't look good its going to be mon or tues of next week we get hit or the weekend its too hard to tell but its taking the same track as charley and fla can not stand another hit.

 

I have no where to go and MIL is out of the question for they are debating where to go. car has to get oil changed and I am not sure it will make it to PA where I would love to go at this point in time. NC to dad is out for the hurricanes go there too so I am in a win win situation with no solution. I am not going to the shelter for I have pets and I will not leave them by themselves. they are going to be the constant worry there too. no finances that sucks when bills have to be paid and of course new car insurance for the car which was unexpected expense.

 

I wanted to stay in PA but mike wanted to come home to FLA to be near his mom now we are in the middle of trying to figure out where to go. oh well off to try and sleep I am loosing lots of it since charley and that is not good for my health I used to eat when I was nervous, now I am not doing that I used to read no new books to do that and I have to get batteries to listen to my music and that would be great I need that right now for I am definitely going to say the Queen song I am going slightly mad is definitely fitting, I know I will survive and we will get through this I am letting you know what is going on in my life and still say pray for that is what helped us the last times this time should be no different...