I AM READY TO STRANGLE A BROTHER

 

this is going be a long one so pick up a chair and a pizza and some soda or beer. I am hoping that I can get through this without too many growls :)

 

my brother thomas is 3 yrs younger than me, has two boys wyatt 15 months old and justin 4 months old and another child on the way drinks, and is into drugs such as pot, crack and other hard things. taking advantage of my dad and doesn't take care of his boys at all. dad has temporary custody of them through children and youth.

 

as you all know my dad was in the hospital last weekend till thursday came home with oxygen. lo and behold thomas told dad he should be in a nursing home because my dad told him and his gf tina to move out. my dad didn't need this as he is coming home from the hospital. my sister marnie was there and was spitting nails, called dads sister mary and mom's sister eileen and they are mad. frank is still out to sea my younger brother won't be state side until may when jennifer goes to be with him and help him move home, while matt and bryant stay with dad. my 14 yr old nephew now matt wants to shoot thomas for that. frank is ready to strangle him he said if he was not out to sea he would do some damage to him.  I expect my aunt mary to be up from sanibel island to south mills sometime soon.

 

I am ready to disown this brother for he doesn't not tell dad this. for my dad owns that land and house he was going to give the house to thomas but I don't think he is going to do that anymore. the rest of us would be up in arms if he did for that wouldn't be right to have it taken away because of drugs.  and yes this is the same brother who wanted me to take the boys in dec and jan even when I told him I couldn't because I have no home of my own and to wait. now he doesn't want to give them to me because I told him to wait he thinks I said no, which I have not told him yet. I want to take them boys badly and the new one too for I want them to have a better life then what they will have going from his gf tinas 10 siblings to our family and not see them that is not right.  means I have to send those bears soon to him that is for sure so my nephews will have something from their aunt rhonda.

 

I hate having this stress but I am the oldest of all 4 of us and that is something I can never get rid of. I know mom is rolling over in her grave and crying from heaven after hearing what thomas is doing. I know in the bible it says to honor thy father and thy mother so that thy days may be long upon the land., and the way thomas is going he won't make it to 40 and I told him that already... just had to get this off my chest I just want to sit here and cry and cry get rid of the stress at least I am not getting drunk, but believe me I have thought of it..