ok this last week was ruff.
im really hoping for a good week this week. my husband is off for 3 days and i just want to spend it with him, doing things together....i just dont know if i can share him with the alchohol....
God forgive me but i cant stand to be around him when he's drunk....it isn't that he's ever hurt me, but he talks my ears off about stupid things....his rambleing sends me into a panic attack and he doesn't understand why i go in our walk in closet for half hours at a time....or the bathroom, just any room he's not in....i love him and i feel like a low down rotten wife, who should just cater to him. im just not like that tho....im sure if eve's husband adam decided to take up drinking as a hobby, i think she would be saying "uh, dearheart" too.
when is it a womans place to take control over her husband and put a stop to things? i feel like im lying to him when i take out the alchohol dump most of it out and put in water instead. i know he knows i do....but nothing was ever said.