oh hon I am feeling bad for you right now, his sins are not your sins. My husband drinks but too the point where he is drunk all the time. One of these days your hubby is going to wake up after GOD talks to him. don't ever loose faith he is there holding you up and you know you can vent it out here everyday if need be. :) that is what we are here for to talk with and get it off your chest.

 

I know that you don't want to divorce your hubby but if that is the answer in which you are being led, don't feel bad about it, GOD has a bigger and better plan for you and he doesn't want you to down yourself. for you are a unique and beautiful person. he sees your tears and he wants you to never loose hope or faith in him.

please don't loose faith in GOD for he is going to help you through this and I agree with valiant come to this board to vent and stress and talk with us :) I am sorry that you are depressed continue to read the bible read psalm 139 and psalm 25 and 2 corinthians 5 each one of these will help you in your time of need and psalm 91 to get closer to the shadow and the wings of the almighty

hugs to you both.....if im faithful to my husband god will be faithful to me i think...i dont know anymore....i cant divorce him....if i dont keep at least one promise to me....then how can i be true to me....does that make sense? its like will power in a different way....no i dont want to stay miserable and unhappy and crying etc....i just..i dont know ARRRRRRRRRGH i dont know...!!!!

 

he had a previous marriage, before we both gave our hearts to god....we went to an assembly of god church and it became our home church....god helped him to dry out....the assemblies tell us that we cant divorce otherwise its considered sleeping around....i dont know what to believe or think.....now my mother is on me who is a lutheran reminding me of how my grandmother stayed with her alchholic husband until she died......i wish i knew and i wish god would talk to me like he used to in my heart.....but he only talks when it has to do with another person other than me or is that my imagination because im caught up in trying to find different ways to make my husband see me again.....i dont know.....i dont know....