OOC: eh, i'll probably get another one up before 10 xxLIVING THE DREAM Breath in...breath out. The two things that Addison had to remember to do as she stepped into the ring tonight. This was her chance to step up and be what she wanted to be. While many women had failed to really point out that they were good enough Addison found herself seeing a good side to this. Ambika was a wrestler that had respect from a lot of wrestlers and perhaps getting past someone of those sorts would leave her looking better than ever. Of course that wasn't the exact focus of it because Addison was more focused on just being able to get out into that ring and show off what she had inside of her. There were a lot of things running against her and people could see that from the very beginning. Well most people, Addison wasn't one of them. She had faith her, her ability, even though most didn't. She saw it as motivation almost but anyone would. She was just motivated to be much more focused, which was some what difficult in a sense because she was trying to get used to all the new things that the CPW had to offer her. With the flying around the country or even the world. Las Vegas wasn't a place that Addison would normally think to visit. She wasn't exactly the party girl that her image was sure to portray. She was in fact a very quiet girl. Most wouldn't know that though because the second that she stepped into the ring she brought out the other side of her that was much more willing to be in front of a large crowd of people and one that could do things that many women were incapable of. Addison had risen up from the sidelines to get into the ring and win the title that she now held on her shoulder. One that so many girls thrived for and so many had failed to get and so few had the chance to hold. Addison loved being up in the ranks with the women of the CPW who had held titles. The determination and drive that it took to be a champion roared inside of her and the flame was far from going out. Addison could sense that it wasn't time for her to part with the title and it wouldn't be for quite awhile. She saw winning the title as fate. It was just so ironic that she had come into the company the exact same week that the battle royal was going to take place and winning it was the motivation to keep her in the company. There wasn't anything more that she could ask for. She was forming her career and making it into what she wanted it to be. She wanted to be on top of the female division and while she had the title in her grasps she didn't consider herself on top. That would of course come in due time. She would begin with her match with Ambika and hopefully continue her way to the top. It was going to be hard and it would also be a very well fought battle. Addison's feet dangled down past the step that connected to the make-up chair. Addison wasn't sure why she would get her make-up done before a show because after all the work she was doing it would be sweated off by the end of the night. However it was something that came with being a female wrestler. Looking good at all times. Addison didn't mind it all that much because looking good wasn't a bad thing. She liked looking good in and outside of the ring. Inside the ring of course to her meaning being good at what she was there to do. She didn't really worry all that much about how to looked in the ring beauty wise. The woman doing her make-up began to apply the foundation. Addison fidgeted with her fingers as she thought about the match that would take place tonight for her bloodsport championship. Make-up lady; So you have an important match tonight huh? Addison Sky; Oh yes, very. Make-up lady; You have that title on the line, that's got to be pretty nerve wrecking. Addison cracked a smile laughing a little about the fact that the woman had said that. It wasn't new to her that someone would say something like that in fact it was something that far too many people had said before. Addison Sky; It's really nerve wrecking. I guess it's because I have so many people that are going to be watching that match and hoping I mess up. Well more so wrestlers than fans. I'm pushing myself harder than ever and what's it for? So I can look good to the people that think I'm a horrible champion? How can they say that when I haven't yet even defended my title. This is my first defense and my second match but somehow I'm not good enough. That really makes me wonder what is good enough. Do I need to be a complete and total bitch in order to be a good champion because I can do that if I need to? What exactly is a good champion? If I'm not cutting it, someone that puts their life into wrestling then really who would. My name isn't Tara and my name isn't Kristlin is that what is going to make me a bad champion; that my name isn't the most well known? Cause last time I checked I beat the people that I was required to beat and I did it well. Make-up lady; Yeah honey I see that all the time you just have to remember to keep your spirit up. Addison nodded her head. She knew the things that the woman was telling her and maybe she just needed someone to reassure her that it was the right decision. Lucky for Addison Ambika Renton wasn't exactly one of those women that doubted her completely as a champion. Ambika was a girl that knew how to respect people much like Addison and she was a damn tough competitor. Addison Sky; It's not my opponent that has been saying all these things but I think that I'm going to act like she did when I get into that ring tonight so that I can take out my aggression and anger about it. I have taken on Ambika before but I'm not exactly sure that I paid too much attention I was in such shock by the time she got into the ring because I had gotten so far. I'm not about all that preparation work though, because really will knowing every move that Ambika is going to make help me. It's about getting into the ring and doing what's put in front of me. It isn't about what has happened in the past because it might be that Ambika has something to prove that she can win this title. I have something too, that I can handle this title. I got the opportunity of a lifetime even getting a chance to go for the title when I entered the company and now I'm living the dream and I really don't want to wake up from this one because it is just so great. Addison smiled letting out a short laugh. She looked down as the women applied blush to her cheeks. Make-up lady; I hear ya darlin'. Addison Sky; I mean have a lot to gain from this but I have a lot more to lose. I mean I can win this thing I know I can and I'm going to do anything that needs to be done to get a win, cause there is just so much to lose. I would lose the title, and then on top of that really lose a lot of battles that i've been having with myself. I know that I can do this but there is always going to be a part of me that says maybe something could go wrong and winning would just prove me wrong which I honestly think that's what I'm looking for most of all. To be able to make myself proud and be able to see that there really was a reason to follow this silly little dream of mine to become a professional wrestler. Make-up lady; Well if you haven't noticed you've done a pretty good job of accomplishing that dream. Addison shrugged her shoulders adding a cute little laugh to the end of it. Addison Sky; Yeah I'm still a little in shock about that. I mean I never thought I could make this one come true but I did and winning a title on top of that only makes me more happy. I think that this match I will have tonight will really give me a chance to showcase my talents and I'll be going up against someone who is well known and who I respect and hopefully respects me. I haven't felt this confident in quite awhile and even though I had my doubts at first I'm really starting to warm up to the idea of me winning. Not that I thought it was impossible in the first place but I'm growing. All I can think about right now is standing in that ring after the match with my hand raised up in the air and that title in my hands. I just think about the crowd cheer for me hopefully. It's one of the best feelings in the world hearing your name in a chant by the crowd. It makes me really feel like I've made it to the point that I wanted to make it to. It's a beautiful thing to love what you do too. The women smiled at Addison as she stepped back finished applying her make-up. Addison Sky; You're done already? Make-up lady; Already? It took me awhile darlin' Addison smiled shyly as she realized that she had talked the whole time. She wasn't the type to talk that much. She pushed herself up and out of the chair placing her feet on the ground. She nodded a thank you to the make-up lady and started down the hallway. She wore a pair of flats which she wasn't exactly used to cause she wore heels for the most part besides when she was in the ring. She reached the diva locker room and pushed open the door stepping inside. There were a could people in there but she didn't make any conversation as she made her way over towards her area. She didn't waste time grabbing out her laptop and sitting down on the bench in front of her. She opened up the laptop and moved around the curser with her finger. She opened up the internet which linked her to her homepage which was her livejournal. She didn't know what the sudden urge to blog was brought on by but she felt like she wasn't done talking, even though she had just done so much of it. She pressed the link to start a new post and it opened up to a blank area for her to type in and she began.   Skydive(SkyDive) wrote, @ 2007-09-30 17:57:00   Current mood: pleased living the dream That's right folks, right now I would consider myself to be living the dream and I'll tell you why. It's because I really feel like I'm on top of my game at this point. I have everything that I've been working so hard for and so much more. My title is what drives me and tonight I'm going to make sure that I will keep it. I have a confidence about me now that I didn't have right after I heard about this match and to be honest I'm really glad that i'm not dwelling on the fact that Ambika has accomplished more than me in this company and the company that it was before it was called the CPW. I have worked my way to get to this and I'll be damned if I give it up easily. So if Ambika is expecting no fight at all from me then she is so very wrong because I am going to go into that match looking for nothing short of an amazing win. I am going to push myself to the top and Ambika is the first step on the way up. I'm glad it's her too because she isn't like all the other girls in this company that are bitchy and think that can get them by. Ambika is good at what she does in that ring but I am too and I wish that people would admit that much, as cocky as that sounds to come from my mouth, people need to see that it's true. I like doing what I do and I feel like holding a title has really brought me into doing that on another level a much bigger and better level. I'm not just facing jobbers to get myself to the top I'm facing people that have done such great things and I hope that continues cause I want challenges like these because I feel like I can really show something about myself by winning (hopefully) these matches. I'm not going to say that I've got Ambika beat cause only time will tell that much but I know that I won't be losing no matter what as cheesy as that sounds. I don't know what it's going to take to stop Ambika from getting my title but at the same time she doesn't know what i'm going to throw at her. At this point I feel like I've got this pretty much under control and I really want to win this. I really want to hold this title for a lot longer. It doesn't validate anything in all honesty but it's a definite perk. Calling myself a champion is something that I want to do numerous times and something that I'm not ready to stop being called. There have been a lot of things that I want for myself in my life as a whole but this is something that surpasses each and every one of them. I feel like a child at some points because I'm quite new to all of this which is something that I've hopefully been covering up pretty well. I figured that when I started in wrestling that being a valet would be really simple, and it was, but what I didn't know was how easy wrestling would be for me because I had enough to put into it to allow me to learn what I wanted to learn about it. I have all the elements that it takes to make a champion and it all started when I got into the ring for the first time. While I feel like I'm still trying to prove myself I already have in a sense. When I won that championship It was my third professional match if that doesn't tell you anything then you need to check what you know. I'm putting myself out there and doing what needs to be done and it's working out extremely well for me so I have to wonder if it will turn out the same tonight and I'm sure it will. I feel like I've talked far too much about this match though so I will leave this short and sweet instead of ranting on for ages. I want to keep my title and I will do just that tonight in my dumpster match against Ambika. It's going to be a fun match to be a part of and most likely an even more fun match to watch so be ready for something beautiful cause I'm willing to give that to each and everyone of you. While I cannot guarantee you that I will be putting Ambika into a dumpster tonight I can say it IS highly likely you will see something of those sorts tonight. Time to get ready, bye people! Comment

OOC: this is short but I thought i'd get a third one in anyways. Sorry for cutting it so close. xxTHE CALM BEFORE THE STORM The silence in the room was stunning. Addison just sat there not saying a word. Maybe it was because of her nerves or maybe it was because she didn't want to say anything to ruin her own mood. It was just her in the room and there wasn't a thought in her mind about where everyone else was. In fact there weren't even many thoughts going through Addison's mind. She was perfectly content with everything that was happening right now because she was right where she wanted to be. She was getting ready to defend her Bloodsport championship for the very first time and she couldn't be happier. She was happy to have a match and happier yet to be able to be defending a title. She was learning what it took to be good when it came to the world of professional wrestling and she had what it took. She had the star power and the perfect amounts of charisma just enough to not go over board. Addison hadn't wasted her time dreaming and just expecting good things out of the match she had been putting effort into getting ready for it. She wasn't just training she was making herself better in more ways then just the physical aspect of wrestling it was the mental aspect as well. She had prepared herself for the best and unfortunately the worst. It was something she held in the back of her mind but didn't expect. She wasn't going to settle for a loss as much as Ambika might want that much to happen. Addison finally came to the realization that there was no one else in the room and she took a second to look around. She then smiled. Alone time was her favorite time. Which was odd for someone who was quite out in the open when it came to their career. Addison's career path was unfolded in front of millions of people worldwide almost every week and sometimes a sunday every now and then. She didn't think about it that way though she just saw it as something she enjoyed. She enjoyed it more though when it came down to it, because of the fans. They were always there to cheer her on even when the odds were against her and you could say that they almost were in this case. Addison loved the thrill she got when she thought about the fans and how entertaining she was to watch in the ring. Well she hoped she was entertaining at least. Addison Sky; I've been waiting for this test for awhile and I'm getting all to anxious about it. I don't want to over think it and have it end badly but I don't want to shrug it off and once again have it end badly. So my only choice is to simply let it flow. Something that I do rather nicely actually. I'm very confident in my chance in this match because I've worked so damn hard and if I screw up then I just don't even know what I'll do with myself. I'm not exactly positive on how it's going to work out for me but it's going to either way. Ambika may have the past experience and that's all good but I'm fresh and I'm new and I'm bringing something into the CPW that doesn't come very often. Something I like to call kindness. It's something that sounds odd when you think about it but there isn't enough people here that actually care. They are all bitches that are trying to maintain their reputations as bitches and I'm not like that. I'm different in that way and the women's division needs that, the bloodsport championship needs that. While Ambika Renton isn't one of those women that doesn't mean a thing to me because that doesn't change the fact that I bring that difference and that freshness to the title and to the division. I am determined enough to take out the competition no matter what that I honestly just want to go out into that ring and get it over with right now. I have so much built up inside of me right now that I don't exactly know what to do with it I just need to get it out and get it out soon. Ambika Renton is the woman that is going to have to get through me, she wants that title I can tell but there is me standing in her way and I'm more than ready to hold up the walls of the fort when it comes to that cause I want to keep it more than anything. There are things working against both of us in this match tonight because we both have something we want and we both have something we want to prove. While they're very different they're also similar. I think they explain themselves when it comes to proving and when it comes to the title. They're things we want, but only one of us will have at the end of the night. We also having things that can pull each of us through, Ambika has been around this place and knows how things work and I don't, but i've beat her before this. It's really going to come down to who has a better rush and who can pull it out better when they step into that ring. I don't disapoint when I step into that ring and I damn sure hope that Ambika won't cause it's about geting a show that people love to watch and I hope people love to watch me. I hope people love to watch me win because that is the outcome that I am craving tonight. It's like waiting for dinner. I'm just waiting for something to quench my thirst for compeition and my hunger for the fight. It's something only wrestling can give me and only I can accomplish for myself. This is a battle that I need to win and if I don't..well then I don't. I'm not going to stay off the horse. The thing here is that I will not be falling off the horse in the first place. I'm strong and you will see that in this match more than ever because I'm Addison Sky. I'm walking into Night of champions a champion and I will damn sure walk out that same way. Addison nodded her head looking to the camera as the scene faded to black.