OOC: xxA LOT TO LEARN There was a certain dream that almost everyone had one that made someone feel as if they were falling with nothing to catch them. Then it didn't take long to be woken up by your own spasm that was caused but thinking you were slamming into the ground. Addison had been having that very dream and while it used to be every now and then it was now happening every night and sometimes more than once. Maybe it was due to the fact that she felt there wasn't any control in her hands with her career she felt like she was going in a downward spiral and there wasn't anything there to catch her. That would end soon though because although Addison had had some recent shortcomings she wasn't going to dwell on them in her career. She would be taking on Kaitlynn Hart on Vendetta and re-starting her battle to the top of the women's division of the CPW. Addison had failed not once but twice to Ambika Renton and finally she was going to be standing up against another opponent. Sure she had been in the ring with Blair Brooks but does she really count? Kaitlynn Hart was a girl most known for having a new boyfriend everyweek at least to Addison she had been known like that. They didn't know each other all that well and Addison didn't much care to know her. Addison saw her as a girl that was trying to hard, Kaitlynn was attempting to play the bitch role that so many before her played well and so many played in the CPW. Unfortunately for Kaitlynn it wasn't working all that well for her. Addison had her sites set on the Bloodsport championship still and it almost seemed obnoxious by now so she would back down and allow someone else to have the spotlight for the contendership. Addison was more than focused on her opponent for Vendetta, although her opponent was making it seem as if she didn't care all too much about the match at hand. The match in fact was one of Kaitlynn Hart's specialties a bra and panties match, something that Addison didn't mind doing. Addison wasn't as innocent as everyone seemed to think she was. She wasn't a nun after all she was just a person that avoided the drama of the women's locker room. Apparently that was perceived as a school teacher. Addison let out a short laugh as she though about the comments that Kaitlynn Hart had made about her. She was pushing a cart through the grocery store not far from her apartment. She stopped for a second looking towards the huge statue made of many different cereals. Lucky Charms, those were her favorite something that took her back to when she was a little girl growing up in Iowa. Waterloo wasn't a small town but she still loved the warm thoughts of her hometown. New York wasn't anything like Iowa. It was more fast paced and pushy but she could cope with it and had been for a few months. She grabbed the box of lucky charms letting it slip through her hand into the cart below. It fell landing on some other food that had already been placed in the cart. Addison continued to push the cart; she pushed her chin down into the green scarf she had wrapped around her neck. It was cold in New York something that Addison was used to. She loved the fall it was a beautiful season a season that brought change and allowed the plants of the world to be re-newed well all in the northern hemisphere at least. Addison turned the corner making her way down the next aisle. She was taken back as Erik White jumped out behind her grabbing her. Addison turned around to him with a ready fist. She let her guard down seeing it was Erik. She shook her head turning back around to push the cart. Erik White; Jesus Addy you gonna take my head off? Erik laughed as Addison continued down the aisle looking for something in particular. Addison Sky; You scared the crap out of me you asshole. Erik White; Aww poor thing. Erik put his arm over Addison's shoulder allow the sarcasm to sink in. She simply ignored the comment. Erik White; What's on your mind? Are you thinking about your match? Addison Sky; No not really, more about who the match is with. She just sounds so stupid when she talks I wonder what she's going to be able to do in the ring. I suppose she'll be trying to make an example of my because she wanted a match with you but it's kind of of ridiculous if you ask me. Addison shook her head with a laugh. Erik White; Yeah couldn't tell you why she wanted a match with me but lets focus on what matters, you kicking her ass. Addison Sky; I'll do what I can. I think that I'll do even better than normal though because this girl is just pulling out all these irrelevant things that I need to set her straight really. It's rather annoying to have a pest like her buzzing in your ear saying things that are either untrue or completely off subject. Erik White; Well I have faith in you. Addison Sky; You better or I'll be angry at you. Addison poked Erik's side playfully he stepped away for a second smiling. He then came back in kissing Addison on the top of her head. Addison stopped in front of the baking supplies. She looked up and down at the cake. Erik Banks; What are you looking at this for? Addison Sky; To celebrate you being able to wrestle in the CPW with me. Addison kissed Erik once again with a smile. She reached for the cake mix that sat in front of her. She then turned her attention downward to a little girl that was standing right by her. Addison looked back to Erik who shrugged her shoulders. The little girl held up a piece of paper and a pen in her other hand. Addison laughed a little bit. Addison Sky; Do you want me to sign that? The little girl stayed silent she just nodded her head acting shy. It wasn't long before a man appeared behind her. Man; There you are. He turned his attention to Addison and Erik as they looked at the man. Man; Oh sorry miss, my daughter is just a huge fan of yours in the CPW we watch it all the time. You're a great rolemodel for young women. Addison Sky; Thank you,  I'm glad you guys like it. Addison motioned for Erik to turn around. He did so, then Addison set the paper on his back signing it. She then turned back to the shy little girl. She handed it to her and she looked up to Addy with a smile. Man; Thanks so much. The man and his daughter walked off quickly and Addison and Erik looked to each other. It wasn't something that happened all the time to Addison. She wasn't a huge superstar like some of the other wrestlers in the CPW but she was happy to see that she could be a rolemodel. Addison let a little grin slide across her face. __The next day Addison pushed open the door to her apartment. She had spent most of her morning in the gym which wasn't out of the ordinary for her. Addison was always looking to make the best of what she had and normally that ment making it better everyday. Something that a lot of people took for granted was their health. Addison tried her best to keep in shape and eat healthy to be able to be on top of her game and she was for the most part. Of course there were somethings standing in her way of being on top of her game but she was very much on her way and she wasn't backing down in the physical and certainly not the emotional sense. She let her bag fall to the ground and fell forward onto the large leather couch that sat in the living room. Erik wasn't there but that didn't matter much right now. Addison had a plan to let Kaitlynn know how to felt about the comments. Addison got up not so quickly making her way into the kitchen. A camera sat on the table and she grabbed it. She took it with her setting it on the coffee table and she sat back on the couch. She turned the camera on checking the picture to make sure she was in it and all. She then let out a smile looking straight into the camera after pressing record. She situated herself sitting straight up. Addison Sky; This is being made for you Kaitlynn because I think that you have the wrong idea about somethings. You see you think nice girls finish last and well that's practically an old saying so I don't blame you much for that what I want to address first is you saying that I'm too nice for wrestling. I know when it's time to be nice and when I need to pull out my tougher side cause if you haven't noticed I have been able to pull out that side and get a few wins but you know what Kaitlynn you can go ahead and you just say all you want about these things that don't matter because that's all you can do right now since I haven't yet rubbed you the wrong way. Addison shrugged her shoulders looking  humbled. Addison Sky; Kaitlynn I think you're a little confused on a couple more things. You see when you talk about me being the age I am and saying that I'm "old" for the business I can't help but laugh a little bit because what you aren't realizing is that each and every diva in the WWE for the most part is over 25. Age has nothing to do with ability but as I said I can see where you wouldn't have anything more to say about me because well there isn't really anything that I do to inspire someone to say bad things about me. Mainly because I'm smart when it comes to that but you know what I'm kinda sick of being that nice girl and you've given me that little push that will make me open up a little bit. You've given me the perfect amount of ignorance to work with and I love it. Because you think that being younger will really bring you something, has it yet? Just wondering because it does appear that you, well as you've said, haven't had much success here in the CPW and while yes I've lost my last two matches I've still done more in my first day here than you did in your whole career here and well you've been here longer, but I guess since you're younger that would mean that you are better right? Oh now it doesn't appear that's all that true is it? You know what though Kaitylnn I don't hold anything against you and I'm not just doing this to defend myself I can see where you would get that, what this is really ment to be is the chance to see what I'm about and I'm not just about being the nice girl Kaitlynn. Addison slouched back on the couch. It wasn't all for long though she then leaned forward continuing with her bitchy-nice tone she had developed by now. Addison Sky; Then there are the ignorant suggestions of risk factor. I don't know if you really understand what a risk factor is. It means how risky you are to the company. Of course you're going to have a higher risk factor you were caught in a sex scandal that makes the company look horrible. It's about following the rules and being nice not bitchy and on top of everything bringing a good image to the company and the ability to do commercial work. I could see where that would be hard for you though since you can't see all that well with your eyes closed all the time. Kaitlynn I know you probably thought that I was going to play the pushover and say nothing to your pointless words but that's just the opposite. I want to win this match more than you because I'd have to say I have more on the line. I say that because I need to show that I am good enough for another title shot and maybe I'll lose again but getting there means a lot too because it means I was good enough to go up against the best at a shot to be the best. You're wrong about a lot of things Kaitlynn and I'll allow you to continue coming up with random things to say about me but really I'd rather you keep it on the realistic side. Like for instance I'm not going to completely focus on age or what some people decided my risk factor was, I know that I'm going to beat you because I have a better outlook on life. When you waste your time trying to impress everyone you just end up looking bad and well quite frankly when I look at you I just see a girl that's pushing to be something that the other girls are. Someone like Scarlett or Tara but the truth is you need to be yourself and focus on what you can do in the ring not trying to do what others can because you're not going to get anywhere trying to achieve someone elses dreams. I have my own dreams and I'm living it. I live to wrestle and I don't exactly live to win but it's always a perk. The thing is Kaitlynn that I put my all into matches because that's what people love to see. People don't like to see you slut around and try to be good in the ring, cause well being good in the ring just isn't you. I'm not going to sit here though and tell you that I'm so much better than you because maybe I'm not but hell maybe I am. I guess only time can tell that much and you can bet it'll be on my side for this one because I want it Kaitlynn and I want you to find out what it really means to be the nice girl. Addison

OOC: yay i'll have another one up as well hopefully xxA LOT TO LEARN There was a certain dream that almost everyone had one that made someone feel as if they were falling with nothing to catch them. Then it didn't take long to be woken up by your own spasm that was caused but thinking you were slamming into the ground. Addison had been having that very dream and while it used to be every now and then it was now happening every night and sometimes more than once. Maybe it was due to the fact that she felt there wasn't any control in her hands with her career she felt like she was going in a downward spiral and there wasn't anything there to catch her. That would end soon though because although Addison had had some recent shortcomings she wasn't going to dwell on them in her career. She would be taking on Kaitlynn Hart on Vendetta and re-starting her battle to the top of the women's division of the CPW. Addison had failed not once but twice to Ambika Renton and finally she was going to be standing up against another opponent. Sure she had been in the ring with Blair Brooks but does she really count? Kaitlynn Hart was a girl most known for having a new boyfriend everyweek at least to Addison she had been known like that. They didn't know each other all that well and Addison didn't much care to know her. Addison saw her as a girl that was trying to hard, Kaitlynn was attempting to play the bitch role that so many before her played well and so many played in the CPW. Unfortunately for Kaitlynn it wasn't working all that well for her. Addison had her sites set on the Bloodsport championship still and it almost seemed obnoxious by now so she would back down and allow someone else to have the spotlight for the contendership. Addison was more than focused on her opponent for Vendetta, although her opponent was making it seem as if she didn't care all too much about the match at hand. The match in fact was one of Kaitlynn Hart's specialties a bra and panties match, something that Addison didn't mind doing. Addison wasn't as innocent as everyone seemed to think she was. She wasn't a nun after all she was just a person that avoided the drama of the women's locker room. Apparently that was perceived as a school teacher. Addison let out a short laugh as she though about the comments that Kaitlynn Hart had made about her. She was pushing a cart through the grocery store not far from her apartment. She stopped for a second looking towards the huge statue made of many different cereals. Lucky Charms, those were her favorite something that took her back to when she was a little girl growing up in Iowa. Waterloo wasn't a small town but she still loved the warm thoughts of her hometown. New York wasn't anything like Iowa. It was more fast paced and pushy but she could cope with it and had been for a few months. She grabbed the box of lucky charms letting it slip through her hand into the cart below. It fell landing on some other food that had already been placed in the cart. Addison continued to push the cart; she pushed her chin down into the green scarf she had wrapped around her neck. It was cold in New York something that Addison was used to. She loved the fall it was a beautiful season a season that brought change and allowed the plants of the world to be re-newed well all in the northern hemisphere at least. Addison turned the corner making her way down the next aisle. She was taken back as Erik White jumped out behind her grabbing her. Addison turned around to him with a ready fist. She let her guard down seeing it was Erik. She shook her head turning back around to push the cart. Erik White; Jesus Addy you gonna take my head off? Erik laughed as Addison continued down the aisle looking for something in particular. Addison Sky; You scared the crap out of me you asshole. Erik White; Aww poor thing. Erik put his arm over Addison's shoulder allow the sarcasm to sink in. She simply ignored the comment. Erik White; What's on your mind? Are you thinking about your match? Addison Sky; No not really, more about who the match is with. She just sounds so stupid when she talks I wonder what she's going to be able to do in the ring. I suppose she'll be trying to make an example of my because she wanted a match with you but it's kind of of ridiculous if you ask me. Addison shook her head with a laugh. Erik White; Yeah couldn't tell you why she wanted a match with me but lets focus on what matters, you kicking her ass. Addison Sky; I'll do what I can. I think that I'll do even better than normal though because this girl is just pulling out all these irrelevant things that I need to set her straight really. It's rather annoying to have a pest like her buzzing in your ear saying things that are either untrue or completely off subject. Erik White; Well I have faith in you. Addison Sky; You better or I'll be angry at you. Addison poked Erik's side playfully he stepped away for a second smiling. He then came back in kissing Addison on the top of her head. Addison stopped in front of the baking supplies. She looked up and down at the cake. Erik Banks; What are you looking at this for? Addison Sky; To celebrate you being able to wrestle in the CPW with me. Addison kissed Erik once again with a smile. She reached for the cake mix that sat in front of her. She then turned her attention downward to a little girl that was standing right by her. Addison looked back to Erik who shrugged her shoulders. The little girl held up a piece of paper and a pen in her other hand. Addison laughed a little bit. Addison Sky; Do you want me to sign that? The little girl stayed silent she just nodded her head acting shy. It wasn't long before a man appeared behind her. Man; There you are. He turned his attention to Addison and Erik as they looked at the man. Man; Oh sorry miss, my daughter is just a huge fan of yours in the CPW we watch it all the time. You're a great rolemodel for young women. Addison Sky; Thank you,  I'm glad you guys like it. Addison motioned for Erik to turn around. He did so, then Addison set the paper on his back signing it. She then turned back to the shy little girl. She handed it to her and she looked up to Addy with a smile. Man; Thanks so much. The man and his daughter walked off quickly and Addison and Erik looked to each other. It wasn't something that happened all the time to Addison. She wasn't a huge superstar like some of the other wrestlers in the CPW but she was happy to see that she could be a rolemodel. Addison let a little grin slide across her face. __The next day Addison pushed open the door to her apartment. She had spent most of her morning in the gym which wasn't out of the ordinary for her. Addison was always looking to make the best of what she had and normally that ment making it better everyday. Something that a lot of people took for granted was their health. Addison tried her best to keep in shape and eat healthy to be able to be on top of her game and she was for the most part. Of course there were somethings standing in her way of being on top of her game but she was very much on her way and she wasn't backing down in the physical and certainly not the emotional sense. She let her bag fall to the ground and fell forward onto the large leather couch that sat in the living room. Erik wasn't there but that didn't matter much right now. Addison had a plan to let Kaitlynn know how to felt about the comments. Addison got up not so quickly making her way into the kitchen. A camera sat on the table and she grabbed it. She took it with her setting it on the coffee table and she sat back on the couch. She turned the camera on checking the picture to make sure she was in it and all. She then let out a smile looking straight into the camera after pressing record. She situated herself sitting straight up. Addison Sky; This is being made for you Kaitlynn because I think that you have the wrong idea about somethings. You see you think nice girls finish last and well that's practically an old saying so I don't blame you much for that what I want to address first is you saying that I'm too nice for wrestling. I know when it's time to be nice and when I need to pull out my tougher side cause if you haven't noticed I have been able to pull out that side and get a few wins but you know what Kaitlynn you can go ahead and you just say all you want about these things that don't matter because that's all you can do right now since I haven't yet rubbed you the wrong way. I know you want to humiliate me Kaitlynn but you're not seeing what I'm made out of, simply because I'm not flouncing around here seeking attention from everyone I do go out in a promo and tell everyone how great I am and how I'm so going to win cause I'm better than everyone. No that's not me and sorry if that doesn't follow the little trend around here that you're following but I can make it on my own with my own sense of who I am and I think I carry myself very well and I can't say that much for you cause I can be myself and you hide behind your bitchy mask. Maybe that's who you really are but lets just hope you're not a conceeded arrogant pagent queen. Addison shrugged her shoulders looking  humbled. Addison Sky; Kaitlynn I think you're a little confused on a couple more things. You see when you talk about me being the age I am and saying that I'm "old" for the business I can't help but laugh a little bit because what you aren't realizing is that each and every diva in the WWE for the most part is over 25. Age has nothing to do with ability but as I said I can see where you wouldn't have anything more to say about me because well there isn't really anything that I do to inspire someone to say bad things about me. Mainly because I'm smart when it comes to that but you know what I'm kinda sick of being that nice girl and you've given me that little push that will make me open up a little bit. You've given me the perfect amount of ignorance to work with and I love it. Because you think that being younger will really bring you something, has it yet? Just wondering because it does appear that you, well as you've said, haven't had much success here in the CPW and while yes I've lost my last two matches I've still done more in my first day here than you did in your whole career here and well you've been here longer, but I guess since you're younger that would mean that you are better right? Oh now it doesn't appear that's all that true is it? You know what though Kaitylnn I don't hold anything against you and I'm not just doing this to defend myself I can see where you would get that, what this is really ment to be is the chance to see what I'm about and I'm not just about being the nice girl Kaitlynn. Addison slouched back on the couch. It wasn't all for long though she then leaned forward continuing with her bitchy-nice tone she had developed by now. Addison Sky; Then there are the ignorant suggestions of risk factor. I don't know if you really understand what a risk factor is. It means how risky you are to the company. Of course you're going to have a higher risk factor you were caught in a sex scandal that makes the company look horrible. It's about following the rules and being nice not bitchy and on top of everything bringing a good image to the company and the ability to do commercial work. I could see where that would be hard for you though since you can't see all that well with your eyes closed all the time. Kaitlynn I know you probably thought that I was going to play the pushover and say nothing to your pointless words but that's just the opposite. I want to win this match more than you because I'd have to say I have more on the line. I say that because I need to show that I am good enough for another title shot and maybe I'll lose again but getting there means a lot too because it means I was good enough to go up against the best at a shot to be the best. You're wrong about a lot of things Kaitlynn and I'll allow you to continue coming up with random things to say about me but really I'd rather you keep it on the realistic side. Like for instance I'm not going to completely focus on age or what some people decided my risk factor was, I know that I'm going to beat you because I have a better outlook on life. When you waste your time trying to impress everyone you just end up looking bad and well quite frankly when I look at you I just see a girl that's pushing to be something that the other girls are. Someone like Scarlett or Tara but the truth is you need to be yourself and focus on what you can do in the ring not trying to do what others can because you're not going to get anywhere trying to achieve someone elses dreams. I have my own dreams and I'm living it. I live to wrestle and I don't exactly live to win but it's always a perk. The thing is Kaitlynn that I put my all into matches because that's what people love to see. People don't like to see you slut around and try to be good in the ring, cause well being good in the ring just isn't you. I'm not going to sit here though and tell you that I'm so much better than you because maybe I'm not but hell maybe I am. I guess only time can tell that much and you can bet it'll be on my side for this one because I want it Kaitlynn and I want you to find out what it really means to be the nice girl. Addison leaned forward not wasting time turning off the camera that sat in front of her. She picked up the camera getting up and walking into her bedroom. She sat down at the computer desk that sat across from the large bed. She wiggled the mouse making it all come to life. She set the camera on the desk hooking it up to the computer. She brought up imovie letting the video stream into the computer. As it finished up she stopped the camera unhooking it. She then opened up the internet going to her hotmail. Addison attached the video and sent it quickly to Kaitlynn's e-mail. She then sat back in her chair feeling accomplished she smiled.