OOC: This isn't my best work and by that I mean longest but if I need to get another one up it'll be much better. xxBACK ON MY FEET The sunlight beemed into the room of Addison Sky. She had kept to herself for the last couple of days. There was no longer any reason for Addison to obsess about proving herself and that was coming to her attention. People were either going to like you or they weren't and truthfully not a lot of them really knew what they were talking about. Kids that sat in their houses watching wrestlers didn't get it. They didn't understand what it took to really win to become something in wrestling. It wasn't always about who was the best wrestler half the time it was about who had more charisma or who the fans wanted to see as the champion. Addison had been the same way when she watched the wrestlers. She thought she was going to be one of the greatest and maybe she still would be her career was just at the beginning but she knew realized how much work it would take. However she was very willing to do what it took to get where she wanted to be. Tyler Wilson was a name that Addison was not familar with. All she had heard of him was that he was indeed related to Tara Wilson. She was an accomplished wrestler but was little brother playing tag along or was he there because he could actually handle what he was getting himself into. Addison saw it as one of the little kids that watched at home. Tyler was simply thinking that he could do things because he watched his sister accomplish greatness so maybe he could to. Unfortunatly he had to go up against Addison Sky which she figured to be his first match, however this could be wrong considereing she'd never heard of him. The only thing that she saw Tyler accomplishing was being Tara's brother. Addison wasn't all the focused on who she was wrestling though and maybe that was a bad thing. She was just making sure that she was getting back to where she wanted to be. Beating Kaitlynn Hart was just the first step in doing so. Tyler Wilson would be next. Her losses would end at two and her winning record would soar. It wasn't always about winning though it was about showing off your abilities and Addison would do just that against the brother of Tara Wilson forever making him just that, the brother and nothing more. Addison looked into the light that was showing through the window of her room. She was already awake. She hadn't gotten much sleep the past could of nights and it was most likely due to the fact that Blood Oath was in fact just days away. The match in itself wasn't of extreme importance probably just one thrown in right at the end to fill up time but Addison was going to take anything that she could to get back on top of the game. She focused her eyes on Erik who laid beside her. He had a slight snore making Addison giggle a little bit. The smell in the air was a clean one. More of one that smelled like it was fall. Fall was a season that made everyone feel at home. It was the holidays for the most part but it was just a feeling of family. Addison pushed herself up and pressing her back into the headboard of the bed. She looked over to the table that sat beside her bed. The lamp sitting on it had been her grandmothers and it looked as if it had just come from the late sixties. She pulled open the top drawer of the table grabbing out a notebook. She set it on her looking down at it. She pulled a pencil from the binds of the notebook. Erik moved over wrapping his arm around Addison. She sat awkwardly for a second then began to write. I still can't believe that i've come as far as I have. It's hard to believe that i'll be entering my third pay per view with the CPW. There isn't much to say for my opponent on Wednesday I think that much is already pretty apparent to basically anyone. Hell if he shows up that will surprise me. I don't expect him not to though nor do I really want him to not show up. That's the suckers way of winning and it's really no way of winning. I have been working so hard in an out of the ring to make sure that people see who I really am. This is not just a phase this is really what I want and I'm going to prove that to each and everyone of them. But the chance to prove myself has passed and now people are just plain oblivious to my actions and the greatness of them. I hate to sound cocky but why can't people see that I'm good at what I do. It just sounds like I'm bitching but one has to wornder why people can't see who I really am. I'm not just the nice girl that stays quiet. Sure I'd rather write in this thing than go in front of a camera and cut a cheesy promo but I'm more outspoken than people give me credit for. I mean I could talk for hours about this Tyler kid and the fact that he's really not going to accomplish anything more than being a part of a good family. I come from a good family too and I still had to actually work to get what I wanted. My grandfather is a wrestler and an accomplished one at that but I won't brag. If this guy shows up I can almost assume he'll talk about his sister. But does that really make a person good, simply because others in their family were good? No it really doesn't I can't speak for the kid but I sure as hell can guess he thinks he's the shit cause he knows the bosslady. Or will he play the card of wanting to make it on his own? Who really knows only he does and really I don't think he'll even speak that because he's nowhere to be found as really hasn't been seen since he signed the contract. That's okay though, because the surprise element is always a good thing. I'd like to think I bring that in some sense. Not that I'm all for the discusting displays of trying too hard but this is my next step on my way back to the top. It will be hard work but i'll get back on my feet sooner rather than later really. Not too much of a hassle. This will work out for me better than it did before. Addison turned her attention to Erik once again with a smile. She closed the notebook in front of her looking down at it. She leaned over setting it in the drawer and shut it as she leaned back into the bed turning over and closing her eyes.