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It was halfway through the night and Kit just laid there in her bed, her covers laid down at her feet. She stared up at the ceiling letting out a deep sigh. Whenever she tried to sleep, it never happened. She rolled her eyes still thinking about the fact that her and Zach hadn't talked since yesterday. She closed her eyes tight and opened them again...still not tired. She pulled herself up looking over to the clock. Just as she thought it was around 4 in the morning. Maybe it was the fact that for the first time in a few weeks she was staying in her Chicago apartment rather than Zach's in Battlecreek. Her mind then wandered onto the thought of Menacide and her match against him that night. Nervous would be too big of a word to describe Kit's feelings on the match, more like curious. Not to know the person behind the mask but rather to know what he would try and pull in the match just to keep his mystery alive. Kit smiled to herself nearly laughing at the thought. He had them wrapped around his finger everyone wanting to know who he was but there she sat just laughing. If no one understood it by now she didn't care who was behind that mask. That was getting repetitive though, and most likely hurting the ego of the man in the mask. If you were a great wrestler you could win a match blindfolded...and while Kit wasn't going to try that the point stood clear. Kit had a new attitude...well more like an old one restored. Menacide had said in his promos that Kit gave up too easily on the championess title back in W2K and she wasn't going to disagree, but Kit wasn't ready for wrestling then, she wasn't ready to be in it full time. Now though, it was her life and she was more than ready. Kit was going back to her attitude though when she was in W2K, the attitude that got her towards the Championess title. Kit would be lying if she said that Menacide hadn't given her a little push to want to beat him with his arrogance and smugness. Kit shook her head once again.

"Whatever..." She muttered under her breath to herself. She then got out of the bed and walked around to her dresser. On top of it sat her video camera. She opened it up turning it on. She didn't really care that she looked like hell, she knew that she had bags under her eyes and that her hair looked like a nightmare. She walked into her living room setting the camera on the already standing tripod and focused it in right at the couch. She pressed the record button and stepped in front of it.

"Focus...is a thing that comes easy to me. It always has been. That's why I did well in school, it's why I did well as a model and it's how I got to the point that I am now." Kit leaned over pressing her elbows onto her thighs, her bright hazel eyes gazed into the camera lens of the dim apartment. "What I am now isn't exactly the person that I was before this match. You in fact caught me at a time you might not have wanted to catch me at. Cause you see Menacide I'm sick and tired of playing nice, of being the girl that just dreams and hopes that things will come true. I'm going back to my roots, to the person I was before I got into BUD. A person that isn't only sure of themselves but knows exactly how it's going to happen, a person that doesn't just know their right but preaches it. Sure it sounds a lot like an arrogant person but maybe that's what it will take." Kit shrugged her shoulders "All I know is that I refuse to be walked on, I refuse to let scum like you tell me what I've accomplished. Cause what I've accomplished is more than just that title that I wear on my shoulder, it's more than just the battle scars that are on my body. It's about everything else too, about the new heights I can reach both physically and mentally. It's about how well I now know the inside of that ring. A win and a loss can easily be the same thing, as long as you gain something from it. But tonight Menacide..that won't be my thought pattern, because I want a win and that's all I will accept." Kit stopped herself for a second. She then grinned. "Cause you see Menacide, I'm so damn focused on this match that I can't sleep until I get this win. I suppose that it's my old ways, just wanting to remind people like you, the people that think they have the right to doubt me that I have more in me than they think. You've already made a few mistakes in what you've said about me Menacide, and I'm just waiting for that to translate out in the ring. Cause claim as much as you want that you're going to be the one with all the surprises in your bag, but don't for a second think that I'll have nothing to offer. Cause you see, I'm not just another run of the mill "diva" I'm a wrestler and I know how to keep my own in a match, I don't follow the same three moves every single time I step into the ring. I've done a lot with my training and I don't just coast I get better. What you saw in my match at Krystmas Kaos, that won't be the same Kit you will be facing because I'm going to be bringing more to the table, new and different things." Kit looked to the ground for a second before resting her eyes back on the camera ahead of her.