This is very nice Loretta,
I've been battling with a major bout of depression lately. It's been getting extremely heavy for me to handle.
The pain from it is causing me to wonder why I'm here. I've been trying to get my surgery of my mouth overwith, but it keeps hanging on. I've lost 40 lbs. because of this. Which has dropped me down 2 sizes already. I'm not sure how far I'll drop as when I start it doesnt stop right away. I've gone from being 180 down to 140 and am 5'10'' , so it doesnt look that bad yet, but a lot of people think I look like I'm to thin now.
Even though I know God doesnt makes mistakes. I wonder why he has me here.
People here in town have been really down on me. It's getting to be where I want to just leave. but my family is here, and my kids are still young. So for now this is where I belong.
I'll continue to soldier on and read your poems for inspiration. I have been writing alot of new ones as well. I'll try to post some here soon. I just put one of them here tonight. "In you"
Thanks for being so sweet.
Bonnie
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