Inspiration of The Heart

"My Testimony Of Chri's love, and Salvation."

I was saved , or actually met Jesus , while in

San Antonio, Tex. At the Guest house, room

208, at around 10:30 Pm On my knees with

a broken heart and tears rolling down my face and I confessed and repented, for I saw myself as I was, a very bad sinner and lost. I felt God's love in the room with me. It is so warm and strong, you can't help feeling it , when He comes in a room. The main thing I wept so much for was , I could see how badly I had hurt Christ Jesus, and others. I never want to hurt Him again like that , or feel that hurt coming from Him for I know He was crying there with me.. He touched me on my left shoulder and it went limp and felt so relax and at peace , no tight muscles in it at all, at that time. It frightened me.

When He touched me , I jumped , and the Holy Spirti move back. I have found out one thing, that fear and faith will not co-exist together, fear runs faith off. The Holy Spirit is such a gentle person, and just stayed in the room with me , while I poured out my heart to God and gave my life to Him also.. Evrey bad feeling I had left and a load was lifted at that time and I was forgiven by Him, and knew that I knew that I knew. So the day I got back to Spain I tried to do the same old things I use to do.. later that evening , I went to a bar on base , it is a dinning room and they had a bar also.. I tried to drink, and at the same time I was telling others there about Christ Jesus, and they looked at me strange, for I was sitting in a bar drinking and talking about Jesus my savior. Then I heard the spirit of God ask me,

What Are You Doing Here? I kept drining and was thinking it was my thoughts.. Then, I heard Him Again Say, What Are You Doing Here? I whisperd to Him, and me, and said , I don't know... I picked up my purse, left the drink and bar, and have never been back to one since then.. I had a big need to read my bible day and night and find out about this person that talked to me, touched, forgave, and saved me.. I put my cigarettes in a side draw beside my bed, and smoke my last one at around 10 and said , I will never smoke another one. My daughter just laughted at me and said, Mom, I heard that before , lol. I told Her, I know you have honey, but this time it's different.. I have never smoked, or even wanted to since then.. All I wanted to do, was listen to

Song about my savior and read His word..

I started to Church and so did my husband with me, about a month or a little longer my hubby went to the alter of that little church, and gave his life to our Lord also.. Then my Daughter and her husband to be, both went also , and then got baptized at the chuch.. He was raided catholic and stoped going to the catholic church. He read God's word to and we had bible study at home in the kitchen at the table. we all learned a lot, for we ask God to show us what He meant and what He wanted done. My daughter and Her hubby to be , got married and come to the states.. They have a ltttle Girl, that is going on 15 now. I am sorry to say She and He got away from the Lord, and house of worship and went backward, so I am praying for Both of them, now and still will till, they come back to Jesus. I guess that is about enough about that now, for a testimony , and the rest is on another post. God bless and thank you for reading such a long post, as this was.. I left out all the terrible past I had , with my first husband, and the terrible life I had as a child. For when I got saved, I was not that person anymore.. I was made a new person in Christ Jesus, and that is the person, I really would reather talk about .. The day my Lord, was so hurt and saved me, hurt by me and for me.. I love Him dearly, and what and who He loves .. God Bless each of you

and again thank you for reading, How God, through His Son and precious love come to me , saved me and set me free to try and help others be free also. For in Christ our Lord yeshua there is freedom and peace. Those whom the Lord sets free are free in deed, and boy do I know that verse proved true for me.

In His great love Sister

Shirley / Sis..