My name is Brian and this is my testimony. I grew up in a Christian family. I grew to resent Christianity and all of it's teachings. It wasn't until later in life that I figured it out. I have always been fascinated by the Occult and other religions/philosophies. At one point in time I practiced the religion of Wicca. I found wicca to be a great spiritual religion, but I could not get into praising several different gods and goddesses.
After wicca, I became very angry toward religion. I began having thoughts run through my mind that I should practice Satanism. I gave in to those thoughts. I was involved in Satanism up until less than a month ago. Between all of this inner turmoil that I had, I became a Born-Again Christian, only to let temptation take over and rule my world again.
I became depressed and spent time in the hospital due to attempting suicide three times (once was in the hospital). Now to the best part. After my hospital stays I met a wonderful woman in February of this year. I came over for dinner and never left. We are very much in love. She has helped me focus on Christ and she is supportive of my every action in life.
I recently became unemployed, and she is standing behind me 100%. I thank God everyday for the love of not only Him, but the love of by wonderful girlfriend. I still have problems spiritually because I was in Satanism so long. I keep getting pulled in the darkest direction possible, but I keep pulling away in hopes that it will get better and I will remain FREE to live my life for Christ the Lord!
In His Glory,
Brian, lvn4kryst
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