Hi!  I know it has been a long time but I have been very busy.  I have had a lot of changes in my life and it has been over the last six months.  Back in October, I had a nervous break down, so I was forced to leave the job that I was at.  This worked out for the better because now I can see my children growing up.  I thought this would be a good thing but then I realized how out of control my kids are.  I have a four year old with developmental delays, I have one daughter who is angry at the whole world and one who feels very left out.  I am very depressed and I want the Lord to take me home.  I feel very alone in the world right now and my husband and I are arguing more right now because of our children.  I also have a disabled cousin who lives with me and I just don't know how much more I can take.  I can't sleep, I can hardly eat and I feel angry a lot.  I talk to the Lord daily but I feel like he is not answering me.  Please pray for me, I am scared!