AugustLeo,

 

Though your experience was heart-wrenching I have to say that to some extent I envy you because I don't believe I have EVER loved that deeply, or been that deeply loved in return...and I don't believe that most people have.  So for that you have been blessed.  *Deep Breath...*

 

I would go back and relive ages 29, 30 and 31.  That was a period in my life when I went through my first divorce and when I found my first real "popularity" and blossomed and when I feel I looked my best.  If I knew then what I know now I would not have married so many times and I would have done things differently with my children.  Long story....

 

Anyway, AugustLeo, I hope you don't think I have been flip about your situation, for I don't mean it that way at all..

 

LilOleMe