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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Irvine  (Original Message)Sent: 1/21/2008 11:54 AM
.___No One Can Save Me�?/FONT>

It's LA! Be Ready For Anything That May And Will Happen In This Roleplay

It was eating him. Days had turned into weeks with out speaking to her- though she never left his mind. No matter where he was- working, out with Bloods Ace- or even at home, all he could think about was her and how much he missed her. She was the only person he had said 'I love you' to and really meant it. But lately- being angry at her had become ridiculous and he knew it. Both of them were stubborn as hell and it would be a cycle that would never end if one of them didn't try. Instead of going home after he got off work from the Studios, he took a different rout. It was time to swallow his pride and say he was sorry to her. She was, after all, the mother to his unborn child, and the love of his life, no matter what way he looked at it.

He pulled over across the street from her house, taking a deep breath. He wasn't sure why it felt awkward to go talk to her, but it had been so long since they had spoken- he didn't know how she felt. He got out and slowly made his way toward the house, hoping he wouldn't sound like an idiot- as he did when they first really were alone together. He rang the bell, waiting silently. A moment later the door jerked open and Jinx stood in front of him, raising an eyebrow. "What the fuck do you want?" He snapped. "I was wondering if I could speak with Nyx for a moment." Deron replied calmly. Jinx narrowed an eye, gripping the door. "She doesn't wanna talk to you, asshole. Not after the shit you pulled." "Please? It's really important. I promise I'm not here to start any trouble."
He could tell by the look on Jinx's face he didn't want to allow that- that he would have rather have told him to fuck off and slammed the door in his face. "Please Jinx. I want to tell her I'm sorry..." He bit his lower lip, praying silently that he would allow it.

OCC__ Ducky owes Bubbles for the layout. haha. This is wicked!
Inspiration__ The Evil That Men Do- Chris Jericho

…And you know I Don’t Want the Attention__.



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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 1/31/2008 8:29 AM
.___ No One Can Save Me�?/FONT>

It's LA! Be Ready For Anything That May And Will Happen In This Roleplay

"I missed you more." Nyx said and he couldn't help but laugh.
"God, you'd think by that we were in highschool or something, sneaking out
after dark." He stopped laughing, biting his lip to keep it from coming. "I don't think
highschool kids would be able to get a hotel room though with out one of their
dorky friends encouraging them to get laid." She added. "I know. I'm just surprised nobody from your place or mine has flipped out wondering where
we are." He paused and looked at her with mischevious eyes. "More your side
than mine really." He winked at her, pulling her in his arms as he started to laugh again.
It felt good to be with her and laugh- to feel alive again. And it seemed she was
the only one who could really give him that freedom.

OCC__ Oh snap! you shot Elmo!
Inspiration__ Hard Rock Hallelujah- Lordi

…And you know I Don’t Want the Attention __.


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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Hardyz_Xtreme_DevilSent: 2/2/2008 8:55 AM
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ooc;; I'm sorry, but he knew where i lived, lmao

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She laid there as he had his arms wrapped around her. They laid in silence as they soaked in each others company. Nyx chewed the inside of her lip for awhile as she played with some of Deron's hair that was in her sight. She then sigghed and slid her arm around him and rested her head against his chest, listening to his hear beat. She closed her eyes for a second as she tried to clear her mind. It was just him and her. No distractions, no excuses. "Babe" She said softly as she opened her eyes. "Do you still want this child?" She asked as she didn't move. It was a question in her mind, a lingering thought since they had been apart for so long. She wasn't sure on how he felt anymore.
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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 2/2/2008 9:57 AM
.___ No One Can Save Me�?/FONT>

It's LA! Be Ready For Anything That May And Will Happen In This Roleplay


He didn't answer her immediately as he let her question sink into his head.
Did he still want their baby? They had been separated for a long time, it was
hard to think of that. But he knew he did. That child had been created out of
love, there was no saying other wise. He loved her and that child. "Yes." He said.
"I do still want that child. I'm not going to run out on it, why should it get
robbed of having parents who love it? I told you when we first found out that I
would not let you go through this alone. I will be there." He paused and
swallowed hard. Why did she ask? Was there something on her mind that
she didn't want to tell him? Did she not want him to be there for the baby?
"Why do you ask?" He asked quietly, trying to keep himself from fidgeting.

OCC__ Well you were la la la la livin' in Elmos world! o_O
Inspiration__ No More Mr. Nice Guy- Alice Cooper

…And you know I Don’t Want the Attention __.


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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Hardyz_Xtreme_DevilSent: 2/9/2008 9:38 AM
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ooc;; lmao, thought it be a perfect time to talk names, lmao.

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"I don't know. I guess this time apart I just didn't know how you felt anymore" She swallowed hard. It may not show but she was overly excited about this child. She'd thought of motherhood but didn't expect to start it this soon. It didn't stop her from embracing it. "Have you thought of any names?" She said as she was going to try and sway the topic and change the akwardness. "Better yet, what do you hope for?"

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 2/9/2008 6:29 PM
.___ No One Can Save Me�?/FONT>

It's LA! Be Ready For Anything That May And Will Happen In This Roleplay


"Um..." he said, wrinkling his nose in thought. "I honestly don't have a preference.
I would be happy with either." Truthfully he hadn't even thought about
it. Sure he had thought about being a father, but the topic of it being a
boy or a girl was one of the last things on his mind. "Liar. All men want
boys. They want to teach their sons to be like them." Nyx mused.
"Oh ok." He chuckled. "And all women want daughters for the same reason."
They paused, thinking. How different would it be for either of them? What
difference would it make if their child was a girl as opposed to a boy?
"But I'm serious. I would be happy no matter what." "Ok...so what about
names? Thought of any of that?"

"Not really. I'm pretty bad at naming things. Growing up with Jeff- everything
was Bob or somethin' else like that. I think maybe Zaina and I named one
of my moms horses Kermit- just cause the muppets were popular at
the time...Have you given any thought to names...and better yet- what
are you hoping for?" He grinned, turning the questions back on her.

OCC__ Well you were la la la la livin' in Elmos world! o_O
Inspiration__ No More Mr. Nice Guy- Alice Cooper

…And you know I Don’t Want the Attention __.


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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Hardyz_Xtreme_DevilSent: 2/11/2008 3:01 AM
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ooc;; lmao, took awhile to think of what she would want to name the child.

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Nyx bit her lip as she smiled. "You've thought of it haven't you?"

"What girl doesn't?" She said as she glowed with happiness. "But!... i have no preference. But I have thought of some names. Girls I was thinikin' of Luci -with an I- Zaina...Thomas. Luci would be as in Lucifer. I do owe him my life." She paused. "And for a boy... he can be a junior" She smiled as she looked at him. But thye are still in the air. But what do you think. I was thinkin' to add Zaina since she was and is a big part of your life. Only seemed right"

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 2/11/2008 6:36 PM
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He chuckled softly but nodded. "Yeah... and Luci definatly cause he's been so big on yours. But if it is a boy- no juniors. I have always thought that was stupid." He paused in thought. "If it is a boy we could always name him after Ajax. I suppose like the two biggest male influences we have...What about Ajax Jeffrey? Your brother, my nephew. Two of the biggest pains in the ass but we love them anyway." He adjusted himself, laying silently with her. It felt a bit odd to him to be thinking about baby names. It still scared him to think they were going to be parents. And they had joked it would always be Ajax before them.

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Hardyz_Xtreme_DevilSent: 2/12/2008 2:21 AM
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ooc;; pimpin' thingy...uh, layout, there, lmao

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"I love it!" She said as she nestled with Deron. She was excited now that it has sunken in. When she first heard she was scared. But she knew that as long as she had Deron everything was going to be alright. The safest, warmest, and most comfortable place in the world was in his arms. But things needed to be settled and hopefully this will help with the situation. She takes a small sigh. "Promise me one thing Deron" She said after a small silence.

"What's that?"

"Don't forget that I love you and always will" She felt that coming from the bottom of her heart. She loved this man more then anything.

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 2/12/2008 5:25 AM
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He let her words simmer in his head and smiled. "I won't forget that." He said quietly. "And I want you to always remember that I love you- no matter what. You have had my heart since the beginning and always will." He knew he meant it to. She had been his life- and it felt like because of her he was a better person. If he hadn't met her, he knew for sure he would be dead. But in a way she scared him. She had so much power over him, whether she knew it or not. He was always at her mercy- out of love and respect and pure admiration. But he couldn't help but question why. Why did she care about him and love him? Surely somebody so beautiful and fun could have been with anybody she wanted. So why him? Did she think that too? Did she question why she was with him? He swallowed hard, trying not to let his thoughts consume him.

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Hardyz_Xtreme_DevilSent: 2/13/2008 4:38 AM
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ooc;; I'm talkin' to myself

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Nyx laid there, listen to his heart beat. She smiled as he laid there holding on to her. She always made him feel like the luckiest girl in the world. She felt that she was blessed with his presence in her life. She often thinks to that day they first met. If it weren't for Ajax signing them up for the class then she would have not met him. Or would she? Were they destined to be together? "Babe" She looks up as she felt him sigh deeply. "Are you alright?"

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 2/13/2008 11:57 PM
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(ooc- Ducky needs an ooc bar to talk back. Or this works. Quack...)

He nodded, his eyes fixed on the ceiling. "I just..." He stopped, adjusting himself to look at her. "I guess I've just been thinking..."
"About what?" She asked. Her voice was always so calm and soothing. He sighed, taking one of her hands in his. "You and why you stayed with me through all my shit. I mean, my god, you are the most beautiful woman on the face of this earth and you could have anybody. But you are with me... and I couldn't help but doubt myself with you because of all my problems. I mean shit- I had almost failed you and turned to suicide but you stayed by my side... I'm just terrified that I can't get myself together for you. You deserve to be happy more than anything and I want so badly to do that for you." He squeezed her hand.

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Hardyz_Xtreme_DevilSent: 2/15/2008 6:15 AM
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ooc;; -_- the voices are talkin' to me again.

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Nyx pushes herself from him and looks at him as she swings her legs and crosses them. "Deron- I am happy" She slipped her fingers in with his. "You make me happy, you make me feel like it is just you and me. You are all I will need." She pauses. "I don't know if you believe me when I say I love you but I do. And that is why I have not walked away from you. That is why I am still here with you and I don't want any other guy. I want you Deron Thomas." She looked him deep in the eyes. "I will stand by you like I have so far. You will never have to go through anything alone. You have my heart"
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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 2/15/2008 8:37 AM
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(ooc- you sure it's not just Ducky out to make you paranoid like him so that I'm not a loner? lol)

He smiled lightly and sat up across from her, pulling her in his arms and resting his chin on her head.
"Do you know how lucky I am that I have such a beautiful, wonderful woman by my side?" He gave her a light squeeze. "I owe you my life, babe."

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From: MSN NicknameJeff_Hardyz_Xtreme_DevilSent: 2/16/2008 6:16 AM
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ooc;; Naw, we don't agree. You just wanna be cool like me,myself, and I. lmao

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Nyx lays againts him as he had pulled her in to him. She wraps her arms around him and closes her eyes. "Babe, you are my life"
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From: MSN NicknameJeff_IrvineSent: 2/17/2008 1:33 AM
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(ooc- What's cooler than being cool? Ice cold!)

He held her silently, listening to her breathe. Why was everything so hard to believe? He knew he loved her, but being loved back was something he wasn't used to. He was used to being told he was nothing, a waste of skin and bone. Hands that touched him were normally to strike instead of hug. He didn't want to press the issue though. It was something he'd have to sort out on his own. He just had to thank God for such a beautiful creature. "I love you. Forever...no matter what." he whispered- and he meant it. She had saved his soul.

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