Nyx sits in her room on the floor where she had collapsed.She stares at the floor, hands flat on the floor, knees against the hard wood. She slowly sits on her bottom as she rested against her bed, still dazed out at the floor without a blink. "He's gone" She whispers as her fingers lightly touches her lips.

It had been a while since she walked in on Deron at campus. It was one thing she didn't count on seeing when she swung the door open. She asked for space, not for him to leave. She never felt like they were done but he obvioulsy thought differently. The news Scar had delivered didn't even phase her at all. She still had hopes for them to work out-especially with the child involved. "Babe" Nyx looks up to the empty room. "He fucked up and you know it"

"Minx" Nyx said as her eyes shifted the room and she heard herself.

"That's right babe" Nyx looks around. "I'm over here sweet stuff" Nyx looks at the mirror and stares at it for a second. She pushes herself up, using the bed, and walks in front of the mirror. "Just let him go. I know you loved him but he is gone. He's moved on and so should you. You are nothing but a whisper in the wind. Don't let him get the best of you"

Nyx falls to the floor again. She grips the sides of the mirrors. "I love him"

"Ah, correction honey, you loved it" Nyx looks up to her reflection that stood taller then her, looking down at her with a wicked grin.

"No, I love him" She looks down "I can't help it"

"He is a weak little shit that deserves whatever the fuck he gets. He's the one that ended it and didn't even bother to fuckin' tell you. He coudn't even keep his fuckin' dick in his pants. He was so quick to move on it's embarassin' to us. You shoved me aside for him! If you just let me take over that one night he would have been done with. This pain would have not existed. But no! You had to think with your fuckin' heart and looks at where it had gotten you"

Nyx shakes her head slightly "It's all my fault"

"Hell.fuckin'.no" Nyx looks up at Minx who has her hands crossed and looking down at her with disbelief "It is not your fault that you wanted some space to collect yourself. It was obvioulsy too much to ask of him. He really needs to grow the fuck up. You could have just let him die like he wanted but you didn't. You are the reason he breathes right now. And what is he doing? Out there with Bloods Ace and fuckin' everything with legs and a clit." Minx pauses. "You gave him your heart and he just took it and threw it away. He told you he loved you but thinks you deserve more. That maybe true babe but you didn't. You loved this guy and you changed for him. He opened up to you and you helped him. Sure he was hurt when he found out about my past and you had to deal with it- but it's over and done with"

Nyx lets go of the mirror as she stares at the floor. "I've lost everything. Deron, the child" She trails off

"Not everything" Minx stoops down to her level "You still have me, you still have Natas. We've been watching for far too long Nyx. He is gone, he is a prick. He opened up to you because he was ready too. He recognized his past but you didn't. You were born on the streets, he was dragged to the streets. You lived this life longer then he has. It's time to show him who really is the better man. It's time to take back the night and pain of others" She reaches her hand out. Nyx looks up and sees Minx holding her chin. "It's time you let me come back"

Nyx looks in Minx eyes. A few days ago she was calling for her, wanting her. What is there to expect? Minx seemed to make so much sense to what she already had thought-but made something with stuff she didn't think of. But which is fact and lies. "I..."

"C'mon Nyx, you can't let a guy get the best of you. It's not how we roll. He's nothing and I will make him nothing. He's not coming back and you know it. Not with that horn dog, lesbian cunt, and wanna be thug. You know who the real spider is here. We are the black widow, we are the cobra, we are the tiger, we are the lion. Babe, we are one the top of the food chain. A magnificent, mystical creature like the unicorn- or a dragon. We can even take out that wanna be thug we used to call brother. You remember what he did to me. He promised protection and love, just like that fucktard" Minx pulls her hand away and looks deep in Nyx's eyes as she held on to the mirror. "He's still holding onto issues of the past and using those for his reasons in life. If he wanted to be trustful he can. Fuck, if he can go out and rob people and beat them senseless, then he can easily trust. It takes trust to beat a person. He just chooses not to because he's daddy beat the shit outta him. He is just weak and doesn't want to face the reality of life. We've had people in and out of our lives and still have room for trust. He just doesn't realize that joining Bloods Ace again he is sub-consciencousily trusting them when he may think he doesn't. Which means he is truly a Bloods Ace and will die a Bloods Ace. By ours or somebody's elses hands" A sadistic grin grows on her lips. "It's time we show who we are and do wrong to those who have done us wrong. We gave people chances. In the end, Nyx, you only had Natas and I. No more of this good girl shit. You know you can feel it in yourself that you are weakening. You can taste the excess, smell the blood and hear the screams. You can feel the pain of others on the tips of your fingers tips and see the fear in their eyes. I can hear you callin' me deep inside but you are afraid to open the door." Minx pauses for a moment as she lets Nyx look in her eyes and ponder. "I'm knocking at your door Nyx, let me in" She mischeviously smirked. "He has our heat but...I don't need a heart"