Ascension Through an Indigo's Eyes B Y   K A T I   S M I T H                 AS MANY OF US KNOW, the earth is in a time of great transformation. We are all transcending the third, fourth, and even fifth dimensional frequencies at unprecedented rates. All of us are feeling the forces of change flow through our bodies, minds, spirits, and souls. The transformation energy is headed right into the very core of us, sweeping out all the old outdated energies that are blocking us along our paths to mastery.       There have been various books, websites, and media dedicated to observing and expressing the great changes taking place, but something I've yet to see is this: What happens when it's all over? What happens after the ascension symptoms are done? What happens after we've released all our blocks?         Over the past three years I've experienced the ascension changes just as many of us have done. Within this time my team of angels has told me that I have worked through almost all my major life blocks. So why is it then, that I feel so strange?         This transformation process that is being called "the ascension" is what everyone and everything on this earth is experiencing on some level. The Earth is renewing herself and getting ready to break the bondage of the third and fourth dimensional chains and travel to the fifth dimensions, sixth dimensions, and beyond. Just as the earth goes through this process, so do her inhabitants. We are being forced to release all that is third dimensional and fourth dimensional, and for a great many, this is a very uncomfortable process.         Last year, when the ascension changes were at their peak point in my life, I found myself with all the classic symptoms multiplied ten by ten. I was too physically sick to work a normal job. I was having frequent panic attacks, blurred vision, and nausea so terrible that I was unable to drive. I would have periods of blacking out, restless sleep and constant insomnia with chronic fatigue. The worst part was that I went for a period of being totally unable to be creative with my arts.         I am a singer and performer. This is my absolute life passion, one that I was trying desperately to live out... Being unable to even practice my gift was agonizing for me.         At this time I went on an audition to collaborate with a music producer. He wanted to make a demo with me and send it around to various labels. I arrived at the audition completely prepared and vocally warmed up. He gave me the sheet music and I listened to some of his songs. He asked me to record my voice that night. I was confidant that this was my break. As soon as I opened my mouth I knew something was wrong. Every note I sang was flat, sharp, out of tune, or off key, and no matter how much I tried, using my vocal techniques, I could not sing at all.         This continued for four months. My angels reassured me that this was all happening for a divine reason that I could not understand. They explained it was part of the ascension and that I was not supposed to be singing then.         Eventually, I got my voice back and landed the break of my career. I landed a job at Lumina records in Paris, France, to be the main recording vocalist, live show performer, editor, and angelic channeler for the owner of the company. For many months I was back to living out my creativity and my art. I continued through the ascension, letting go of many blocks I was holding onto, and releasing much that Ihad no idea existed in me.         Then, a little over four months ago I again noticed changes in my creativity. Where I once was able to write anything anyone requested in under five minutes, I could no longer produce any words on any pages. I tried to ignore it because some days were okay, while others were incredibly frustrating. I told myselfit was just part of the ascension process.         About two months ago my angels told me they wanted me to write a book. So I pulled up a blank Word document and sat at my computer with my fingertips on the keys. I was in my trance state, waiting to receive all the wisdom that needed to be known. I got nothing.            Every day I would sit at my computer and try to write. I was completely blocked. First, my ego mind went nuts trying to organize the book. I couldn't seem to figure out what the content should be, how it all should fit together, and I couldn't seem to get anything to flow. Any words I forced out seemed fake and meaningless. The frustration of not being able to write was so bad I had tempered fits of crying. I finally gave up on the book and went about my other businesses.         Then the worst symptom hit the fan: I could not hear my angels. I was specifically hired to be a creative partner and angelic channeler for Lumina, the company I work for, and there I was, unable to answer questions that were thrown my way. I was at a loss. I couldn't understand why my connection had vanished. Normally, when someone asked a question I would receive words and images within seconds to guide the person toward the healthiest decisions. I had been in constant contact with my angels since I was twelve years old. What was happening?