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you know they say a pig can not swim, wrong, my family had a hog and i turned him into a pet, we lived on the water,when i went swiming one day, he came swimmimg right behind me, my mom was amazed, she said when a hog tries to swim, he cuts his throat with his feet, but he sure didn't, i was about 12 when we lived there, we moved so much i was twelve in three different places. i remember my brother, 6 years old and i were walking a brick wall and he fell off the wall on an iron stob, tore a big gash in his stomuch, blood flying, he screaming, am i going to die sis? i told him no it was just scratched,i took him into the house, placed a clean wash cloth over it, pinned a towel tight around him, walked to a neighbors, got them to call mom at work,and neighbor took him to dr. about 16 miles away, i felt so big afterwoods,cause the dr. praised my quick thinking and the way i wrapped him.i did not know what to do, common sence told me stop the bleeding.
i know you must have asked your mon, when can i date? i asked my mom when i was about 11, her answer was when i became a woman, later i asked her, when will i be a woman mom, her answer, when you start your menestration period. i started at 12, needless to say, i did not start dating when i became a woman,lol.and when i did start dating, double dates only, for a long time.
i was swimming one day, at 12 and i was completely filled out at that age,and our landlord, about 35 asked me to go out with him. i remember telling him no thanks. at the time i felt so grown up, cause he asked me, but when i got some age on me, i suspect, he was a dirty old man at 35 lol.and i had a narrow escape, cause my brother and i stayed by ourselves, 11 hrs. during the day.
but you know i always liked to date older guys,they always treated me with so much respect, at 14, i dated a guy 34 years old, he was a very nice man. when i was 17 i dated a man 35, his brother ended up becomeing my stepdad. you could not find two better men, i should have stuck to the older men, i married 2 ,a couple years older then me, wrong!!!!
when i finally walked away from that second marriage, i married an older man. and 4 years after his death, i started living with an older man,
that is nate,never would i marry or live with a man my age or younger ever again.
to me, respect for me as a woman,is the most important thing in a relationship i am not a man, don't want to be, i wanted to be loved, treated with tenderness, with softness, as i am soft,tender, filled with love, and can be sexy as hell. if you can not find this in a relationship, you will never have a happy marriage, you can have a pardnership, and live a contented life, but you will miss out on all the fire and passion, that carries you beyond a mear marriage, but will carry you into a world of an exciting bliss. . thats what i want more then anything on this earth, i want my man to love me more then life itself, and i would give him every ounce of love,and my life would be his,if you have this kind of love for each other, you will do everthing,and anything in your power, to see the other is happy, don't settle for anything less.
when i was 14,mom worked in a pants factory,
she went to a man, that could not read or write, but was known for building nice homes, she told him she would pay him by the week, then she went to a lumber place and told them she would pay them by the week for the supplys, and we had a two bedroom home built, with an inside bathroom, that never got the plumming hooked up. we did have running water to the kitchen, with drainage.which was a great treat for me.i started cooking some when i was, by 14 intire meals.
two years later, mom left dad,he was a long gone drunk by then, i was 14 then we moved to the big city,lol.not so big, but god i thought it was, and where i met my first husband. later
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