Love
nate said i should name my memories, life and loves of jeni, i told him there was no love here at all, only for my children, and for my late husband as a friend,and find person,he said there had to be love somewhere there,
no there was no love, how can i explain, i did not know myself til i fell in love with nate, i was attracted to a new date, but my driving force was i wanted to get away from home,my brother a man, left at 17, joined the airforce,my younger brother left as soon as he could he joined the army, me a girl, get married make your own home.
i met nate almost a year ago, and i found what real love was, my god it makes a fool out of you, made me jealous as hell,a new for me, made me weak, made me strong,made me love my children even more, i love every living thing more, and the best part, they know and see it. i love the rain, i love the clouds, i love the trees and flowers, i love all my friends, i love the mountains, i love the valleys, and by that i mean the highs and lows in my life, i love my tears that fall, i love the laughter that fills my soul,i love him turning me into a passionate woman, to enjoy sex, when i always hated it, i love god , nate gave me this love and i found it was not a temporary passion, because been over a year since i met the man, n by god i love him even more, some times it scares the hell out of me, cause i know if anything messes it up, it will destroy me. i am always insecure about his loving me, i look at pictures, or he will say something, and i almost fall back into my insecurties, i hold on with all the will i got,love, o'yeah i know what it is now, sometimes i wish i didn't, but give it up, never, i am just sorry i never found nate or this love years ago,
i will write more about this later but right now, gotta go show that man how much i love him,lol. later
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