i am fine grace, been reading threads , not saying too much, but i am ok with everything for the time being, i was a little up set last week as my year with nate rolled in,and he never said anything,as i am not his wife, that date mean nothing to him, i got real pissed off. but he never knew it, i tried to shame him, by sending him a card and a real sweet letter thanking him for all he had given me this last year,
he sent me a thank you for the card, but nothing about the year with him, some times i could shake the s... out of him, he makes me so mad,
thats when i feel like i am not his pardner and mate, like he said a guest and useing me for company, and my body for sex,
then i go down on myself for careing so much, cause i really believe the damn man does not believe he is useing me,i don't know, most of the time i am ready to walk
then i talk myself out of it cause he does something else that is sweet,what a mess grace there is no honor and respect for me in this relationship, i feel i have lost it all, yuo know his children, never even told him to tell me happy mothers day, to them i am just the woman shacking up with their dad, i bet cindy will send hin fathers day card with the sweetest complements to him.now why did i get started on this, i know it depresses me, lets get back to you, sounds like you are haveing the best time you have had in years , i am so happy for you, but bad moments will still come ,but further and further apart til one day, its just a memory,
full moon is gone, did it give you any trouble this month?
heck trouble has become my middle name, so i don't pay any att. to the moon anymore,lol. i am off ,been up since 6 and no nap, getting sleepy hugs
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