Dear ROOM

MY deepest Appologee's for not being here and keeping up on things. Where to begin.

 

In February My daughter had a grand mal seizure. T he dr's told me it was nothing to worry about had was a fluke and something to do with her blood preassure There was also worry beacuse there is a hereditary Tumor in our family and presenting symptoms are seizures, and at this age but that they would do an EEG just to make sure.  .

 

Well they were wrong, turns out my daughter has been having small seizures for lord knows how long. They start in the left hand side of her brain and radiate out. NOw she has to be on medication for the rest of her life. THey are running a MRI this week to rule out the Tumor they say they don't think that there is anything to worry about but they said that about this as well lol

 

At the same time My brother thought he had phenumonia and went to the ER. Turns out he was having A Heart blockage on top of phneumonia, it was caused by a condition called Mycarditus (sp) It is a virus that attacks the heart and swells it. my brother was swelled so badly that only 30% of it was working. Had he waited one more day to go to the ER he would have had been on the Transplant list.

He is doing much better and hasn't let it stop him. His heart is up to 75%. Dr says people with  this virus never fully recover, but that my brother is doing extreemly well.

 

THen at the same time, I have been seeing this man Since Decemeber. He had a checkered past to say the least, but seemed to turn his life around so i am giving him a chance. We started dating in Decemeber and were doing really well.

Well some things wern't adding up, and I am pretty smart cookie and know signs I am not stupid. SO I Did some investigation and low and behold found out he had been cheating on me while we had breifly split.
Now most people will tell ya kick him to the curb and that was my first reaction. BUT ia m not that type of person wich raven can tell ya I have a really big heart and feel everyone needs someone to believe in them reguardless. AND I did tell him i loved him and love is suppose to be undconditional. SO I have temporarily forgiven him. I am not stupid LOl. He's on a repreave to prove he wont' do it again and be an ass. BUT now it looks like at the end of hte month he may be moving in with me.
I am a little bit  nevous but have alot of faith. Things happen for a reason and work out the way they do for a reason.

 

Of course i am going through hell with friends and family trying to explain my reasoning I  mean I can see their side. I just hope they can see mine.

 

then I find out my sister woke up in a pool of blood her uterus has colapsed. So she has to go in for a total hystorectomy at the end of the month

 

My own health hasn't been the best, My fibro flares cause of stress have been wicked.

 

BUT I am hoping to be back and start promoting the hell out of this room..

 

Hugs and Kisses

Blessed be

Lady Middy