Pupps.. my congratulations are added to all previous and you know how concerned I have been over you smoking..
Now.. about you being alone all day.. you have firstly your PSP which you are superb at of course but.. is there any hobby or skill you have always yeared for perhaps?( not brain surgery or anything that would take years) but.. since you have such a great eye for compositionand are artistic.. what about a bit of painting?
Try acrylics first of all and just enjoy yourself. We dont all have to be wonders at anything..we just have to enjoy doing it.
Take pictures of things you would like to sketch/paint.. that way you can keep looking at the static picture.
Think how great it would be to manage a likeness of Oscar???
What about tapestry work? embroidery? Something you can just pick up when it strikes you..
What about writing about your life?
Just imagine how your lovely grandchildren would enjoy reading your memories of when YOU were a child and how life has changed!?
Let me know what you might decide to try Pupps.. I know you have hidden talents.. some even from yourself!
Love Silks and ...
WELL DONE GAL !!!!!