Good luck with this Penny, I know it is what you want. I think it is a little door opening up for you.
When we make a decision to change tracks in our lives, it is an unknown pathway. It doesn't take long to realise whether it is the right path or not. If not, nothing will gel, lifes puzzle doesn't fit together properly.
We backtrack and find our road again. I feel you have come back to your right road again.
Hugs from me xxx