Another year has gone by...its 2 years today that Tony passed away...Sometimes it seems years ago and at other times it seems like yesterday. Its been a strange few years with a lot of changes, some good others not so good..guess thats life. For myself in some ways I have moved on in other ways I am stuck. I still cant bare to part with his clothes...and yet I feel bad about that, because someone could be making use of them especially as winter is near...pictures of us I have everywhere..memories are all around, even though I have moved house they are still there...and thats not a bad thing.....they bring me comfort.....Tony will always be in my heart...and as much as he would appreciate me saying this, he would also say Meggi_o you have a life get on with it....my answer would be (aye right maybe) We all miss this lovely man, somehow life just isnt the same without him....he was loved we were loved....I have around my neck a gold heart with the pictures of Tony and myself engraved on it...on the back it says Time and Eternity...think that speaks for itself.Wherever you are My Darling may God bless you and look after you....
You are getting on with your life Meg. Tony was part of your life and always will be, no matter where you go from here. He will always be with you but he's not holding you back, he's just part of who you are.
Meg at Christmas things seem worse I kept my hubby;s thing for almost 2 years in fact I still have certain clothes he loved, each year passes memory stays strong but feeling for the material fades I think we accept those did not make the man. he will always be with you, This year my daughter and I will look at what is left maube something will go and then maybe not yet. Some one oince said for everything there is a time, you will know that time.