Tony I didnt forget you....I wasnt here on our wedding anniverary...I was on holiday, and for that day I bought myself a special eternity ring.....sadly later on that night I had to make decision to have my friend Wee man put to sleep...I took my ring off..it hasnt been on since...even I dont know why I have done that....Sat. we all went up to the grave...I thought the heart wind chimes were lovely and I decided to leave bowls of flowers for the winter....flowers are lovely but they just dont have a chance in winter..at least with the bowls there will always be colour....
I was also due to be a Great grannie but that sadly isnt going to happen either now...Nothing seems to be going right at moment for the family....on reflection it isnt just us...seems to be a lot of heartache everywhere...
3 years now Tony sinse you went to sleep...sometimes it seems years ago other times like yesterday...
We all miss you...hardly a day goes by when your not mentioned...This week I will be given your clothes to a hospice charity....someone will be glad of them for winter....Wee mans coat will also go to Lucy my sons dog....Somewhere along the line I have decided all this....even my daughter asked me why now? I dont know to be truthful....just seems to be the time to do it....I am sad about everything that has happened....but I cant change it....I didnt want my house feeling like a place reserved for the dead either...sounds harsh but it isnt meant that way...I need life brought back into the home and its only ME that can do that.....I wont ever forget you or Wee man......none of us will...there will be lots of pictures of you both in this house...and hopefully the calm spirit that you both had will remain here....I have learned a lot from both of you....and I am sure that somewhere over rainbow bridge you 2 will have met....I will always love you xx
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