HEY EVERYONE! I HOPE EVERYONE IS GETTING SOME REST AND HAVE MANAGEABLE PAIN LEVELS. I HAVE BEEN HAVING SUCH A ROUGH TIME LATELY. I JUST SEEM TO CRY EVERY DAY! I KNOW YOU ALL KNOW THIS WONDERFUL PART OF BEING CHRONICALLY ILL. WHEN THE DEPRESSION SETS IN, IT JUST TAKES MORE STRENGTH FROM YOU. I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND LATELY BECAUSE I AM VERY SICK AND NOW THE DEPRESSION IS TAKING ITS TOLL. I SPEND MOST OF MY TIME TRYING TO DRAG MYSELF TO WORK. I CRY THE WHOLE WAY THERE, CRY THROUGHOUT THE DAY, AND THEN CRY ON THE WAY HOME. I JUST GET UP AND CRAWL INTO THE HOUSE. I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING! MY DOCS REALLY DON'T CARE AND I M STILL WAITING FOR MY EMERGENCY GI APPT WHICH IS DEC 9TH AND THE HOSPITAL SCHEDULED THIS APPT IN JULY. I AM WONDERING HOW THAT IS AN EMERGENCY APPT?? DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME. SORRY EVERYONE, I AM GOING TO STOP WHINING. I HOPE EVERYONE IS ENJOYING THEIR WEEKEND AND I WILL KEEP TRYING TO CHECK IN. YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS! GOD BLESS EVERYONE! KELLY |