RSD Support From Ones Who Care

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Please pray for my mom. She is very sad. She has been sad all weekend. I wish I could make her better. I wish my daddy could come home, he would be able to make her feel better. She has had a headache for 3 days now and it so bad she can't sit up without getting sick. I don't know what to do for her. I feel helpless right now. I know she trying to be strong for me, but I want to be strong for her right now.

I made her breakfast in bed today to try and help but it only did a little. You have anymore ideas?

RSD makes all of us cry like that.

It just seems so unfair doesn't it. Like, why your mommy, or why me, I ask sometimes? Sometimes the answers aren't there. Perhaps someday we'll get the answer and then we'll see why, but until then we just have to make the best of a really hard situation. It isn't easy is it. There's days when I wish I could stop crying and stop hurting so much cuz' then I could just get something or anything done with being in so much darn pain.

Then there's other days when even though the pain is there buggin' me like crazy that I really don't know what I would do without it I have had it for so long. Like you, I would like to have the answer right now!!!!! And I mean right NOW!

Huh! I agree. But you know sweetie, if we take just one second and look at the bigger picture, maybe one day we would have met, but maybe it took this stupid RSD to get us to meet, and there is nothing in the whole wide world that is more precious to me than having your mommy as my best friend. And second best friend is her very pretty and sweet daughter,

your brothers, well, we can kinda count them somewhere behind the girls can't we!!

My dear, dear Lexi. You are so special to me. It is almost like I have known you from the day you were born. I love your mom and you all so much. You are like family to me, so what hurts you, hurts my heart too sweetheart. When you cry

and don't understand, I know your pain honey. When you're confused and lost and wanting your mommy back like she was, I do too dear. I would not wish RSD on anyone, even someone I don't like. But I would not wish, with just as much feeling, not knowing you all, having you guys in my life, feels sooo good.

Remember sweetheart, I love you

and do care about how it feels for you too.

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