Dearest Karen,
Though I have just recently joined your wonderful group, I've been sitting here reading your journal because I simply felt compelled to do so. You see, I literally died last Nov. and was sent back in order to be helped by others as well as to help others. I understand health problems for I have endured many yrs. with many serious ones, I know depression all too well and I simply want you to know that if you need a friend, someone to listen to you and only you, I am here to do just that. If you just want to bit*h I am here to listen to all the sh*t you have to offer.
Karen, I surely understand your pain for I've lived it though for different reasons. I've so often asked God why this has happened to me or what I did to deserve it but the only answer I've gotten has been to think. My thoughts and prayers are with you and please feel free to get in touch if you do need me for anything at all. If you don't still have my e-mail addy, Theresa can give it to you and I will be talking with her in the morning and will ask her to do so if you should ask.
Take care and may God be with you.
Love, Hugs, and Blessings,
Jackie